Tuesday, March 22, 2005

my life rocks! ^__^ \/

Hahahahaha....

thank god for giving me this life -______-
Your Love Number is
1

You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argumentYou take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around.



Lol saw it from giap's blog
When I see the orphan, i feel fortunate that I have my parents.

When I see those lonely people, i feel fortunate to have my friends.

When I see those emotionally hurt, i feel for them but they should know the world still spins no matter what he or she do.

When I see myself emotionally hurt, I ask myself to stay strong as there are thousands or millions less fortunate in this cruel world. Do not because of 1 incident and let it hinder your life.

I wish to let go of that incident but still it hits me time and time...... esp when someone mentioned about entering and leaving. Its a incident that happened 1 year + ago but things was never the same after that.

Why bother to shower love and care and concern to someone who would leave your life eventually........ That is because thats how you really feel at the moment of time. Don't blame each other when one party cant stay.

Everything happens for a reason.

Monday, March 21, 2005

Sunday- went starhub, went vocal class.... hmm its seems more fun at Xinyun class.......man xinyun voice.......... really damn sorrowful......... If she ever sing to me and ask me be her boyfriend I might want dispite the age gap

Did pretty badly for the acapella thingy, tune wrong , pace wrong.....hmmmmm man Joe picked for me... aye, my voice very deep, manly suits william soh style.... but his songs are not really that feelable to me......

Qiu ai hai shi zui mei, old love is still the most beautiful- About a guy who ditched a girl and feel that shes the best.

Man since when did i ever ditched a girl before.....pfft lol


If I can i would like to sing I believe etc kind of songs but oh well........ as a singer I must equip myself to be able to adapt to any songs given to me I guess, thats what a true singer is.


Then went to singtel do number port with masa, damn it lo..... took about 2 hrs..... singtel hello blows........

Today, watched naruto 116-126, oh neji my hero, read a bit of notes during the animes....... went for some sprints.... too long nv sprint, sprint 4 times see stars liao....... now resting..........

Whats this emptiness inside of me implies.............

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Just got home, met Ivan, Vincent, Junqiang, Eddie, ignatius, Qing wei, masa, ginkiat, jianhong...... so many people man.

They havent change much la but Ivan ah.... haha go everywhere also see girls........

The most incredible thing is he actually watch until nose bleed lor......haha...... but hes still a joker as ever, the china man.

Went billybomber eat, roam around, chat. Havent see this guys for ages so had a hearthy chat la....... sian, my turn to go in ns in a few mths time........sian hor, but see them so slack....... i feel better la...... at least can book out when theres nothing to do....... not as regimental as i thought.


A pretty fun guy outing, just need some girls along the next time! hah
Took a bath, straighten some thoughts..... oh well.....loneliness drives a man to have crazy thoughts.


Gonna head out for a bunch of guys outing ....... sound gay right........ but nope just gonna go meet up some secondary school friends that I havent seen for ages.

Be back at night.
boring sat, hitting books and finding guitar tabs and do some practicing on vocal.

Hope can get to go out eat some good food later!


Peace out
Lavender = Waiting for love.

Why does every beautiful love story has to be sad. I don't get it.......... simple and happy makes a love story dull instead of beautiful why is that so....

In every love story, there is this 1 guy that always work that hard to be loved, yet he will never be loved, is he any better then the main character whose love is lost in the end as of every beautiful sad love story.

In the end....... every one is broken, shattered and torn...... is life really that cruel........

Is god really playing a joke on people......... why give an emotion called love when there is so much sufferings and pain associated with it....


Maybe its just me, I'm just feeling a lot of emotions.

Screw life.

Friday, March 18, 2005

The story of a dreamer part 3.

Later in the night, Ace had a strange dream. There was this vague figure of lady again. She seems to be calling out to him. "Ace, you must stay strong." *RING RING. Ace woke up in a pool of cold sweat by a phone call.

"Hello, is that Ace? You promised to show me around in the school. Can I meet you say like thirty minutes later?". The caller was Alice, ever since Alice came to stay beside him. They grew to know each other better. They hit the streets, catch a movie, dine, almost everything. And today was the first day Alice attend class in the university, Ace promised to show her around.

"Hey, sure I'll meet u at your door steps then". replied Ace in a sleepish voice.


To be continued!
Its a bad day after all.............the la mian is making me sick........ i feel like vomit yet cannot vomit.........ok so thats how pregnant people feel.


Damn it..........-__________________-
Today began as a normal day... Then it got better when I went down to bbdc, booked my tp. 14th april..... was so excited then. Then i decide to reward myself by going to crystal jade la mian.

But something happened, and i turned pretty moody. Dang. Usually eat la mian very happy but today like no mood to eat. But i still finish the damn big bowl of noodle. 10 bucks lay...+ coke la...
grab some comics at comic connection.

Back at home rot..... think i'll hit the books in a while slack......................................

Life blows..
Gareth Gates - Too serious too soon

I wonder where you are, I wonder what your thinking of tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone, maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder
Dunnoe why i lost your touch
Maybe i wanted to be love too much
Too serious too soon, i wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon, I wanted you to love me
Its been a raining afternoon, now i'm staring at the moon
thinking we got too serious too soon

Thursday, March 17, 2005

The story of a dreamer -Continue (please refer to previous post for the previous story)

"Yes! You really stay beside Uncle Darius?" The beautiful lady asked in delight. Ace nodded his head and replied, "Aye, all my life", he smiled gallantly.

A sudden wave of image hits the beautiful lady and she went into a daze. A strange feeling hit her, the kind of feeling where you feel so familiar about a stranger. "Hey, are you alright?" asked Ace. "Nothing, guess I must have catched a cold, my name is Alice Darenfae, I'm gonna stay at Uncle Darius place while i pursue a degree in physcology at University of Baslen. Its my pleasure to meet you." She replied warmly.

"Really? Cool! My name is Ace Cravensky. I study at University of Baslen too, currently pursuing a degree in Aerospace technology, I wanna be a pilot" Ace appeared excited yet he maintain a cool charm in his voice.

"Come on, I'll show you the way to old uncle darius's place." Ace offered his gentle gesture of help to Alice. As they strolled down the old streets, "Have we met before somewhere?" Both asked simultaneously. Both were shocked and froze on the spot for a second.

"Hahahaha" both laughed like a child. "I guess thats what called telepathy aye" asked Ace. Alice nodded with a blush. "Somehow, i find you very familiar yet I do not remember where did I saw you, have you ever been to Manhatten?" Alice asked.

"Manhatten? I have never ever took a boat out of this broken old town for more then a day! Needless to say Manhatten, haha, did you came here before when you were young?" Ace is wondering where have they two met.

"No, this is the first time I had ever been here, I stayed in Manhatten all my life as my body constiution was weak. My parents would never allow me to venture into somewhere far. Thats strange........ I do find you very familiar, this is getting spooky, haha"Alice gives Ace a funny face.

"Man...shes cute even though she makes a funny face" this was what on Ace's mind. "I guess this was what called fate" Ace bleems.




To be continue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is a better day for me ^_^. I CAN BOOK TP. Yea~ finally lol. gonna get my 2nd license soon i hope. Heng la, did all my parkings pretty sui sui. Then head to jurong point, no comic release this month. I am craving for crystal jade la mian, but I had some mee siam at bbdc, DIET.

Go home, stare at pc... naruto still left quite a bit to download finish, then went to sleep. Awoke by a sms....... got bored, went for a jog. The air is really fresher on the outside.

Came home, RnR(rest and relax) a bit. I found a long lost very very very very distant cousin. Lol.....


Man american idol...... mario is out. I like his charisma, his barritone voice, his cute smile.(ok i know i sound gay but hes good as a performer that something I look up to)

Lindsey......... shes not the best I must say, but shes the prettiest on American Idol, and shes out from www.idolonfox.com.


Nothing to watch on american idol anymore, so much for the more talents this season simon cowell. Theres nothing to watch anymore!

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Backstreet boys.- All I have to give

I dunnoe, what he does to make you cry,
but I'll be there to make you smile.
I dun have a fancy car,
to get to you I walked a thousand miles.
I dun care, If he buys you nice things, does his gift comes from the heart?
I dunnoe, but if you were my girl
I'll make it so we'll never be apart.

But my love is all,
I have to give,
Without u I dun think i can live
I wish i could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give, to you.

When you talk, does it seems like hes not, even litsen to a world you say.
Thats ok babe, just tell me your problems, I try my best to kiss them all away
Does he leaves, when he needs you the most
Does his friends get all your time.

Baby please, I'm on my knees, praying for the day
that you'll be mine.

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I dun thin I can live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give
Toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
The story of a dreamer

*THIS STORY IS FICTIONAL , ANY COINCIDENCE IS UNINTENDED


"I knew I love you before I met you, I think I dream you into life". As Ace walks down the streets, he was singing his favourite song by savage garden. He had a dream the night before, the sweetest dream he ever had.

In the dream, there was this vague figure of a lady that seemed so near yet so far. From the start of the day, the lady was all he could ever think about. He is a dreamer, he knew he lived in a world of fantasy and the word "Love" is very distant to him. Yet he was someone who always longed for love to come into his life.

Ace was not a particuliar attractive man. He is twenty two. He is just any other average joe with an average build and looks. All his life, he had never been in love before. His love was never ever been reciprocated in the past. Yet deep within him, he is a very sentimental and sensetive guy.

As he continues to walk, he suddenly felt a sudden gush of warm breeze brushing across his body. For a moment he stand still. A mysterious hand appeared from behind and tapped his shoulders. He turned around and saw the most elegant and beautiful lady in the world. He was puzzled and asked himself, " Why would such a beautiful lady approach me for?" Yet deep within his soul, he felt this strong emotions that this lady was very familiar to him. "Where did I meet her before?", he wondered.

"Kind Sir, sorry to interrupt you, but I am lost in this neighbourhood. I need to find the location of Dalen Street Apartment Darius, can you help me?." The young lady made her first sentence, and Ace could already feel the sweetness of her voice flowing through his body.

"Apartment Darius? You mean the place where uncle Valen Darius stays? Thats where I'm heading, I just stay besides him." Ace replied with the brightest smile he ever made in his life.



To be Continued.... stay tune!
Something that cheered me up a little tad bit lol...


http://www3.ns.sympatico.ca/lyle_24/myhero.swf
Haiz.......today driving very buang, i spent my 100 minutes in the circuit to do all the parkings.... especially vertical parking.... buang ah buang ah buang......i followed the steps i learnt last time but no matter how just cannot go in...........more practice more practice.... i needa book tp fast. Enlistment would be coming soon. Lets hope i can get my license before enlistment or else time gonna be waste to get stable in ns to book tp again.

I suck man......should have chiong finish but just too lazy, leo you suck.


Just a bad day I had I guess......................

/me feeling so freaking moody -___________-
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