Dunnoe what to blog...

Watched Long Hu Men.

Ate curry chicken noodle at noodle hut.... haha not bad la, but i still prefer crystal jade.

The Fu Fang Ling of channel 8 show of 9pm. The big man small man show....

HER FIGURE IS FOOKING POWER LA.

Man...... she has a figure to die for. Nice butts. haha

Just been playing lotsa game......workout at the gym, working at work.........

Haiz.... life is soooooooooooooo boring.

But my department is going SENTOSA!

^_^

Many things had happened in the past 1 week, my guild went raiding for the first time. It was quite exciting for me to lead the raid and yes we will do better in future raids. Yes and my Paladin had max level and found some good equips to go along with...haha

Gaming aside, My music work shop had came to an end. I sang Lin Junjie's Hui you na meh yi tian. The instructor said there was too much feel...... over the limit haha.... I really felt it was a nice song and I felt very moved by it. Maybe thats why. Used the mic stand for the first time, i wonder how i looked like... but it was kinda fun.

Been feeling lost, Been feeling something amiss. Been high been low. I think I'm afraid of emotions. Afraid of sentiments. Afraid of being hurt.

Came across this song, yan di xing kong by li sheng jie. It moved me alot, gonna use it for the next performance.

The song is about this guy that loves this girl.

He tried to accomodate her, try to give in to her..... but time still tore them apart.

His tears are the stars that bless her to have a good life ahead.

For a man to tear, its much more painful than to bleed.

I understand the feeling, cause i understand the meaning of a man to cry before I felt lost.

But I havent been crying for ages.

Just felt lost

I blame it on fate, I blame it on destiny, I blame it on the time, I blame it on myself.

Hi guys, i dunnoe who reads my blog, but whoever reads it hello to you.

What do you think about a 21 years old man having a crush? Is it strange? Is it weird? Is it stupid? Is the guy gay?

I personally felt that its quite strange for a 21 yr old guy to have a crush, although many of my friends says its natural.

Crush are for kids >> thats how I feel.

Crush are meant for little boys and little girls who felt in love at first sight and start their puppy love.

Ok ok, I didn't had a puppy love. I didnt had any love before.

So is it alright for me to have a crush? Some say yes, I say no.

Trying to curb what is feeling within me by work, music, game and sports.

But I get emotions of jealousy, anger, frustration and confusion now and then which is disturbing me.

Is falling in love a good sign? No... is it something people gonna go thru.....not really.

I dunch even know what I'm saying anymore.

If only I didn't met her....

I would be the same old me playing world of warcraft everyday and doing sports and alternatively music.

After meeting her,

I spend most of my time thinking of her.

But I doubt she feels this way as I do.

Well we aint close with each other, we aint know each other much, doubt there are many fanatics that would think the way like I do.

Ok.......I'm sick.........

Shoot me!

BANG!

Its been a long long long long while since I've been updating my blog. I'm still playing wow... haha even got my own guild. Revelation on Barthilas Server.

But I'm very into music still, got into a music workshop and knew 3 cute girls. They are very friendly and yea we spent our monday evening together in hark music cafe.

Havent really been to the music cafe for quite some time, yea its pretty cool. A very nice chill out place.

I'm still in national service, still fat, still alive still the same old me.

I'll promise better updated posts the next round. I'm gonna get my sgt rank soon, prolly in 1-2 months time. I HOPE. Unless my manager bastarded me then....ahhh..

Wanna start a jogging regime to cut down my weight, dun have the determination. Well, soon I will start! 20km per week!

Hi all, didnt been blogging in a while like say... 5 months? haha. Was deeply engrossed in the game world of warcraft. Now is on the verge of quitting it to get my LIFE back.

Ok so a brief update on the pass 5 mths, I got into police headquarters, man power department to work. Joined Singapore Idol and flunk and played wow everyday since then. LIFELESS I must say, got fat, unhealthy and tired.

I am enlightened by that fact and tried to change my life style from now onwards, lesser wow maybe even quitting it. Go to gym and get enuf sleep. I gonna sleep at 1130 everyday and wake up at 650 then go for work at 730!

I WILL DO IT.

I will blog more ALSO!

hi guys, some updates. Passing out really soon on next wed, past few weeks had been a bore, everyday is pop rehersal pop rehersal and more pop rehersal. But its finally coming to an end.

For my posting, it just keeps drags on and on and on and on and on and on and on, so i dunnoe where i'm going still! OMFG!

oh well, at least i get to pass out as a corporal, cpl insignia affixing ceremony on next tues =).

but the pay i get is still so pathethic that i cant really afford to feed myself......damn....

bday coming really soon, was hoping to get a keyboard but dropped that idea.... dun really feel like learning any music stuff anytime soon, maybe a break after my vocal classes and see how it goes.

maybe i'll ask for a psp.........heh i just realise the gaming freak thing is still in my blood.

No money yet i wanna do so many things, i'm mad haha


out, leo

its been long since i last blogged, many things took place, as in my national service, did a demo for police martial arts had tons and tons of exams fell in and out of sickness, lesser and lesser time for music.

i still love music, but in a sense i realise that i'm not cut out to be a singer. I still sing, just that i dun have that kind of charisma i guess. It can be trained maybe, but i believe there are many better talents out there.

I'm still singing dun get me wrong, just that i ought to take a more serious view in life of what I really do want to accomplish.

I realise I wanted a simple life. To have a simple family but a stable one in terms of financial and emotional.

Soon i'll pop, very anxious of where i gonna go. Do i need to stay in anymore for some more stupid trainings or i can be a free man of the 8-5 life?

The answer lies next week!

ya btw, pls comment if u dl the song, dun give stupid comments like your voice sucks etc, i know my voice aint the best. but i need comments on the song not my voice, i'm working on it -_-.


Say things like the lyrics, melody, etc. just tag =)

its been quite some times since i've blog, been busy been lazy. Training is becoming easier (because almost no pt, range, lessons all the way) at police academy but i'm trying to control my diet so i can continue to slim down.

I am tempted to sign on to police lol.......for the money yes. Just for the money.

But i think that will happen only after i get my degree....i mean like, u sign on with dip u get a sgt rank and 2k starting pay, whereas u sign on with a deg u start as at least an inspector (senior officer) with a starting pay close to 3k and more pay raise possiblities!

But my main passion/concern is still music, i tried to write some new songs during my free time but theres so little free time where i can relac 1 corner and do my writings.... most of the time i'm ironing clothes polishing boots cleaning the area etc..... heck ~ -_-.



But somehow i write some chorus. Here is a demo of the chorus of 1 of my song called "gu dan de lie che" which means lonely train. I've written the whole song and had the chords planned out even though i'm not sure if its correct a not but here is the acapella of the chorus.

Download before 25th of nov or it'll go expire!!!


LINK TO DEMO >>>> http://s36.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=0O73L8CV0EKUR2INO3QQAK38HL

ns....ns.......national slavery, being call and run around like a dog, thats the idea. People say police was slack, but my trg was not easy at all, it needs even more endurance then my dragonboat training i feel.

partly was because of my several months of inactiveness. But the training is really a bit out of the world, try doing 300+ push ups, 200+ jumping jacks 100+ crunches, lots of leg race, lots of squats, lots of tutt jumps, lots of jogging on the spot, lots of other kind legs exercise and.....i heard duck walk was banned.

WE GOT DUCK WALK

But i guess its good in another way, gonna make my leg tougher and 2.4 would be easier and shed off weight and pull up would be easier.


But i dun like life being scream around, ordered around, even during my rest time like 8+9.

but from what i saw lifes gonna be easier after the basic police training.


I wanna try for oct, but if i dun get into it i hope i can get some easy vocation......



bk in later @______@ life sucks.

its been a while since i last blogged, and in 4 days time i'm entering the police academy as a trainee policeman.

well, its not my choice but oh well i'm lucky cause police is a pretty relaxed vocation which means i still do have time for my pursuit in music.

Looking back at the past few months after the exams, my work, my music, and how my life has moved on. It just makes me realise time flies and wait for no one.

I really hope my dreams of making music, to become a singer to get a job in the media circle will not be stop because of my playful attitude when I was young.

I did not realise that to become what I want is not thru only luck. I need to work for it. And when i work for what i want at the age of 19,20. Am I too late? Or am i just in time?

Will I end up doing what I want? or will I become the slave of fate and follow an 8-5 job for the rest of my life.

Life is full of questions. Life is a mystery. What is the true purpose of life?

I just want to say


Time waits for no one


To all my friends and whoever read this blog

hello all, havent been blogging in a while, just didnt have the mood.

I never did much lately too, went tioman. It was pretty dull there, but the things there are duty free and cheap. Went with poh guan, patrick , air, and 3 of pg's friends jose, jonathan and tanya. They were very ang moh pai but well i can speak with ang moh accent too ok! haha

never did anything strange over there, there wasnt any special services lol.

came back, rot, plays bits and bits of guitar, dad is jobless and I dunnoe how to find him a job. Times are hard and for someone his age with little education, its even harder.

sometimes i'll think why my dad cant work a bit harder when hes young. And to trouble himself at such an age.

Sometimes i really feel negative about him. But hes my father after all.

I had a quarrel with him today, because hes so " bu zhi liang li". I told him to accept the truth and get the low paying jobs.

He simply refused to do so and tell me lots of cock theories.

The truth is my mum and I dun expect much of him and he always doesnt want to heed our advices. Not like we're trying to make him worse or anything.

I feel so speechless yet at the same time I really feel like crying.



My family is actually very messy. And I was never really in luck with things i wanna do.

THIS IS LIFE. ITS NEVER FAIR


no matter what
I 'll never become someone like my father.

Went China black yesterday, while it was so different from the last time i've visited it.

Met lian jin over there, every 1 said he changed, but hmm while he did i think. But not so bad at least he manage to get girls around him. haha.

My buddy and his gf had a big fight wondering how they will end up.

Met a gal who said shes my primary school mate. I was quite amazed, so I'm quite popular in primary school huh....

I guess must be the performance I did with johnson haha.........


to think of it.....why did i rekindle my passion for singing so much later.......when I've been singing since young....... Why from primary 6 to poly year 2 I just did gaming etc......why didnt i preservere in the route of music......i picked up guitar in sec 3 just for 3 mths and to forsake it, and now i've need to relearn everything myself and practice.................


is there enough time for me to be a good composer.......is there enough time for me to learn keyboard?............do i have enough money.......... will i make it?


So many questions so little answers............................ life is a mess haiz

bored and more bored....haha.......gonna have my car test again soon......just cut my hair......super short now. pre ns preparation hairstyle bah haha......

feel so sian man so many things i dunnoe what to do. I wanna know how to improve my guitar faster...... but i cant afford to go for classes.

i wanna learn the keyboard, a bit regret why i never learn such things when i was young.

i've been thinkin.... should i change music school?

Cause i really dunnoe if hark music can make me something big 1 day a not....and the school fees is increasing. I know, I've learn a lot from hark music and if i just quit I will not get a cert. But in the chinese music industry, time wait for no 1.

If i wanna make something out of myself its within this few years or not. Music clinic seems to have bigger promises with prominent figures and the stupid superstar show are mostly music clinic students.

Music forest seems harsh. I'm waiting for its artiste training management course before I go for an audition.

Chinese has this saying, yin shui si yuan....... I will never my musical experiences in hark music. But I feel that its time to make a move forward.



haiz, life is full of decision making.

Today is national day but the first thing my family did was to visit malaysia at a very crazy timing. We left house before 6am lol.....cause my mum was afraid of a human jam because she need to go settle some malaysia cpf stuffs.

Ok la then we reached grandma area in Tun amina at 715?. Slack around damn sleepy, my youngest uncle brought us out of breakfast. It was a mix of porridge, roti prata and dim sum. song man. and for 5 peeps its only around 35 ringit. Each person less then 4 sgd!

My mum got obsessed with this 300k ringit 3 storey terrence. She say she will consider buying 1. Woot holiday chalet in the making and extra assets ! XD

We're not rich, we just stay in a hdb in sg but its freaking cheap to buy a terrence in malaysia and my mum have plans to retire there so she was interested.

Then we set off for the cpf thingy, it was not resolved and need to be resolved 3 years later. Later on was just hrs of shopping, eating shopping and reached home around 4pm and spent the rest of the day zhuo boh lan play game.

Pract a bit of guitar and dug a very old guitar out hoping to bring to ns but the condition is so bad i feel like just buying a new cheapo 1 before going in lol. I have a working condition 1 but its my precious now......300+ bucks j & d guitar. i dun wanna it get hurt till i get a new 1. A taylor !!!!

I need to practise on my singing! =\

been a long long time since i blogged, just didnt have the mood.

a slight update is yea i'm out of T-est and is a free man now. But this freedom is kinda boring. So i gonna do bits of jogging and some training up for my NS.


Wants to go sherwin hse play guitar and such but always lazy and hes always sleep till late hrs. Isnt there any free man out there with a healthy life style?


Read sandra's article on newspaper. kinda funny, they think shes a virgin lol. and someone actually send her his nude photo.


Maybe i should post some bikini babe photo on my blog and say is me and start conning u retardic moronic dick driven mind dick heads lol.

Havent been blogging lately, rod say i shud update my blog more regularly so that he could know my life more.


Well, nothing goes much on my life it summarises with a few words

work, music, friends, game

yea.

Been working 830-530 mon -fri for some shit company with shit pay and shit job.

music, been try to prac guitar etc........just had a rehersal, gonna have a performance next tuesday at hark music cafe at selegie road, opposite park lane, opp the toto 4d place.

dun worry, i won't be the only 1 singer, 3 other ladies are singing too and 1 of them really had a great voice so u'll be in for a treat for ur ears if you come.

been hanging out with my friends as much as possible whenever i can, especially weekit and george the 2 army boy. they going bmt soon i still got 3 mths to enlist haha.

been playing bits and bits of guildwar and dota but not much time for gaming especially i have so many shit in my life =

well work ends around aug to give me time to do what i want before enlist so yea~ will be more free in aug =)

been like forever since i last blogged........just felt lazy, moody, tired, restless to blog, many things happened along this past few weeks.

I got a job as a printer software tester in a company called T-est haha.....met a bunch of cool dudes or dicks from ntu nus blablabla

Had my first performance at hark music cafe last last weekend, yes its open so u guys could go down and take a look.

On a sad note....... a close friend, as close as a brother. Even though we went seperate ways after secondary school, even though we only came in contact after so long. After our brief meeting 2-3 mths ago, hes dead now, resting his soul in a safe haven where there will only be peace and serenity.

He is Ivan Ong Peng Ghee, the joker of our batch, the most corny, kampung, cranky dude in gan eng seng school. He brought laughter to our life and now he brought tears to many.

Its such a shame that a fine young man like him should pass away so fast, so suddenly. The dreams the goals he bear are shattered only to be burnt with his body.

However that is not the last of him, the every move, every speech, every thought that he showed us shall be deeply engrave in our hearts.

His soul will transform into the seeds of memories that will linger in the hearts of many.

May your soul rest peacefully and lets be friends again in our after life.