Why I cannot control myself?

If only i can practise a little bit of self restrain.

Sometimes I hate myself for being me.

Can you believe it, My msn died on me. Woke up at 930 on my pc and realised I cant login to MSN.

So I went for a jog, came back bath try to login again around 1045.
Damn can't login again.

So i searched online for the possible cause and read that some dudes actually cant login since March 2007.

So i remade an acc.... its such a CHORE!!!!!!! Now i need to add everyone back.... crap.

Please aid me by adding me if your reading this post!

My new msn email is leoliao85@hotmail.com thanks!

~ I Believe ~ (My Sassy Girl OST) ~ Shin Seung Hoon

I believe 그대 곁에 없지만 - i believe... when you are not with me
이대로 이별은 아니겠죠 - there are no stars in the sky
I believe 나에게 오는길은 - i believe... The way back to you
조금 멀리 돌아올 뿐이겠죠 - will feel a little far.
모두 지나간 그 기억속에서 - i'll carry all those memories deep inside me
내가 나를 아프게 하며 눈물을 만들죠 - i'll feel pain, it'll make tears fall.
나만큼 울지 않기를 그대만은 - when I won't cry you will leave me
눈물없이 날 편하게 보내주기를 - with no change and no tears.
언젠가 다시 돌아 올 그대라는 - someday again the tears will come around
걸알리에 난 믿고 있기에 - You know it
기다릴께요난 그대여야만하죠 - I'll wait for you, it should be you who i am waiting for.

My favourite sentimental song of all times, i only know the meaning of last 2 lines

kidaril ke yo - I'll wait for you
nan kudeyoyaman haju -it should be you who i am waiting for.

but i know how to sing the first 1/2 of the song....cause its really a beautiful song i feel

It has been a longggggggggggg week. There was an events department meeting, movienation and not to forget, 2 tests... 2! Business Finance and Prices & Market. Although I am not confident of scoring 100% for both tests, I am confident to get more den 80% for each of these 2 tests which equate to a High Distinction.

My exams will need to maintain at HD to score a HD. I have 1 more test to go for Prices and Market and hopefully I can score full marks for it.

Meeting for my financial planning work on tuesday, I have decide to relac until end of my exams before putting more energy into it. I pass my requirements for quota and training hrs for last year which means I won't get sack for this year, but I still have quite a bit to go to reach the target for this year.

Me and a few others from SIM-RMIT student council are planning for an event coming next semester, titled the final chow down, a food eating competition. Guess we'll meet up and stuffs etc to discuss, hopefully it can go on smoothly and nicely.

Regards,
Leo

I believe - My version

I used to think that we should be in love
but do you feel the same
the way i feel for you
I used to tell myself to keep believing
but will you care for me
and let me hold you through
but somethings telling me that your not feeling the way I do
so i'll keep on praying for the day you'll look at me
I believe that someday you will call me love
I'll hold you through end of the time
I believe that one day we'll be together
Oh baby please, tell me its soon
for my emotions are flowing through
I cant stop myself from missing you
and I'll believe

The previous video was too gay for me to stand, so i gonna change it lol

Suddenly got inspirations to write song again, and so I wrote a new song, i just sang it acapella style... I used my handphone to record so quality sucks I know I look horrendous but ya hahaha!

1 of my self written song.

Picture of very nice clouds.

Merlion!

My version of the Merlion

2 Hungry man, Max and Keith!

This is how the fondue looks

There was this simonopoly event yesterday. It was meant to be a real life monopoly. I was assigned to play... yes assigned haha. In the end my team went wandering around, slacking instead of playing. Our last stop was merlion park and I managed to take some pictures.

The RMIT student council people also went to glutton bay to have dinner. After which we went to hagen dazz to slack....and you guess what some of them had. CHOCOLATE FONDUE! Right in the mids of my diet.... I was like ... but I never ate any... NEVER!
haha

One of my Favourite Music Video now.

Great Eastern Celebration, Lion Dance at the Headoffice

RMIT Initiation Day for the student council!

Chinese New Year Celebration at Malaysia

A photo of myself i digged out, think was around 3 years old

I havent been blogging for a lonnngggg lonnngggg while, I was very busy ya. I was busy with my studies and work and recently I just got into the student council for rmit-sim.

Things just seems to get more and more hectic. Just had a test and 2 more tests coming with a project due next Friday. And 1 more Major project due in April....

Gah, work side, boss are constantly checking on my slow progress why i havent been closing cases etc.... gah... now i don't want to close but clients simply cant decide what! haha..... hopefully can clinch more deals coming months but my main piority is try to do well for my tests and projects. Earn money can wait till hols. But still, i'll love to close some of the case that have been pending forever.... so ya haha.

Anyway, lots of things happen and I've some photos. I try to upload them in the next entry!

Hopefully the next post won't be this long.

A brand new year, a brand new start. Last year had my most boring xmas and nye celebration. So nothing worth mentioning.

Today is the start of my course in RMIT @ SIM. Had an orientation last Friday, got to know quite a few peeps and overall it wasn't too bad of an experience. I've even signed up for joining the student council for RMIT! Haha...

Studies aside, work is ok, soso, went out with my boss a couple of time to find/meet clients. Learnt lotsa stuffs from Great Eastern too.

2008, a year where opportunities are waiting to be uncovered!

Video that touches the heart.....

Water is such a unpredictable thing, it can carry a boat and it can flip a boat.

When I heard of the news of the 5 dragonboat rowers that had unfortunately past away in the Cambodia competition, my heart sunk.

I was once a dragonboat rower and understand how unforgiving the water can be during the competitions and how hard the rowers had trained.

Especially they are from the national team, I believed their trainings are more disciplined and vigorous compared to mine.

And 5 young promising lifes gone... just like this.

I'm sighing at the unpredictable events of life.

This event actually jolt me the thought of my few friends that are resting in their peaceful eternal slumber.

It just makes me wonder if I'll ever be still around typing my blog entries tomorrow or the month after.....

Dear readers, please treasure your life and treat every momement like the last moment you'll spend

I spent some time to post a song i written on youtube. Its kinda cut off cause thats the max limit i can get from my windows media editor haha

I've been very very very busy lately. Day work, night training with my group manager from Great Eastern, had my first appointment, corporate training etc.

I still manage to squeeze a little time to buy hellgate london for some leisure playing. Its a cool hack and slash game to destress every now and then but not recommended for peeps to get hardcore in, it'll get pretty dry eventually cause u simply, login kill monsters, logout, rinse haha.

For my career at great eastern life... I've learnt a lot of things in terms of sales and human relations etc. I am really thankful that I've decided to give this career a go, you get to meet interesting people and learn many interesting story.

I have this fellow comrade from great eastern and guess what, at age 24 he is a survivor from cancer.....I dunnoe how long I can stay in this line, I hope I can be in this line for long to learn more and share more with people...oh Well

Heres a clip of Hellgate London I've made from the Demo I played.