Monday, April 14, 2008

Guess I should only be angry with myself.

I tend to do stupid things that hurt myself and maybe others.

happy endings? hah

Doubt so in my life.
Insecurities overcome me. So much so it hurts.

I hate myself for being me. I need to have a lighter view of life. I need to stop litsening to all the emo songs that i've been litsening to.

I need to laugh more, I need to go out more, I need to change for a better self.

Always cant seem to have proper control of myself.

Must be that time of the month again for me.

Just feeling extremely blue now........

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Theres a forum i frequent www.sgclub.com

Theres this guy mentioningg hes short and ugly and how he can get a gf lol. And all the comments came pouring through and this particular phrase caught my attention.

'Being less perfect would allow you to meet someone true.'

What do you guys feel? I feel its true but to a certain extent. Eventually you need to look at least looked pleasent to your other half right? A girl do not need to look absolutely stunning to catch my attention, but at least she has to look pleasent i feel.

As the saying goes, theres no ugly people, just lazy people. And I happened to be a lazy person haha.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Its been a boring day at home, study, facebook, eat study facebook...

So I decided to show you guys my comic collection!


Welcome to my comic collections


My comic Collections (Cont)


My bookshelf, full of comics.


My occasionally used guitar and my 10 kg dumbell i try to play around with at times and my PSP charging in process.



Hahaha.... just bored

Friday, April 11, 2008



If you bothered about the Gilian-Edison scandal like I do (Damn dissapointed with Gilian la, used to be my dream girl...), den dun watch the vid. I paste cause I liked the song haha...

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Woke up at 9 today..... to my horror a big patch of skin from my back has peeled. Wanted to go for a jog but due to the patch, never did lol.

9+, Eric smsed me and ask me to gay with him to study for the day. I hv nothing on so I agreed and we headed to Ngee Ann Polytechnic to study....and before we knew it. Its 545pm alrdy and I went down to the canteen to find my mum (Shes the cook for the Mix veg rice, economic bee hoon and vegetarian for canteen 1).

My mum offered me dinner so I had my filled and I went to IMM to get something. Been reading up on minivoodoo dolls, some cute charm thingy. You can say that I'm superstitous or whatever, I have a 4 leave clover, 天珠, and now voodoo dolls! hahaha

The good O block 72. My old school building


Block 72's level 2 ex examination hall, its now a study area for students!


Tibits to munch on while studying


Voodoo dolls, don't ask me why theres 2 of the same kind, guess for yourself.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

There happened to be a box of strawberry pocky at home for me to munch on during my revision.

Havent had it for ages, better den i thought. Its gone in secs.... man snacks are addictive lol.



Wake up, eat, Sleep, Revise, MP3, Sing, Bath, Toileting, Surf Net, Chat Online.

Thats how I spent my day lol.

My HMT notes I've came up on my own


Douglas McGregor, I think he super lookalike with Daniel Crag can, so handsome haha

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Litsen to Ryan Cabrera's True 999 times,

Hoping that I'll be more true

hahaha

Monday, April 07, 2008

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Today was a day with pain and joy and stuffs.

Pain cause I am experiencing the pain of sunburn! Ouch.

My parents and I went to JB to pay a visit to my Grandma, her health wasn't really at her best so we decide to visit her every now and then.

After Grandma's place, we decide to go out shopping and eat, before that we head to 2nd Aunt's place where I drank, Tea, Sugar Cane, Coconut Juice, made me went to the toilet a couple O times.

Jusco was the place we went to shop and had lunch. Had lunch at a Hong Kong Cafe, the food was pretty good, so good until I forgot to take pictures haha.

Shop around, the City Chain over there had selected watches selling at 70% discount. Saw an Ellesse watch which looked quite nice to my opinion. I was looking for a watch too. The original retail price was 1.2k ringgit, I got it for 357.9 ringgit, which is 158 sgd!~ Thats the joy part I guess =).

But argg... sunburn and the heartache just cant seem to go away.

Sky of Malaysia


Jusco Shopping Mall


My New Ellesse watch before Tag Heuer~
Yesterday was Council's Outing to Sentosa.

Everyone's late! Was supposed to meet at 1030...we left Vivo at 12!!!!!!!

Sun was great, I've got my tan.... with excruciating pain. SUNBURNT!, damn painful.

Played a few games, quite fun but very tiring overall and a lot of pain haha.

After which, a few of us went to Carls Jr for Dinner (Me, Robbin, Lisa, Edward, Lynn, Jerlene, Ronald, Peijoo).

We talked for very very long.... Rem the blood oath k! =)

Look forward to next Sentosa trip hoping I'll slim more den.

Going to Sentosa!


Look at the beautiful Sky~ :)


Major Group Pic


Mini Group Pic


Sunset

Friday, April 04, 2008

Had a longggg day yesterday! So many things.

First, went to SIM to dump our HMT Proj. After which, we went to Ngee Ann Canteen 2.... the chinese resturant was gone!

So we had to settle our food at Canteen 2.... (ITS FREAKING HORRRIBLE!)

On the way to canteen 2, we stopped by the Co-op and I've bought myself a de-odorent (which Eric claimed it has an indian smell, so I can attract some north Indian girls la!) I also bought a pair of 'surfer's paradise' slippers ($7.90)



After Lecture, went down to outram park for a ktv session with the council people. Many great Singers from Council! Look forward to our next session which most likely be after the exams ~_~.



After which, we head to Chinatown to eat the 2nd best Chicken rice I ever ate. (Best was Wee Nam Kee la!)



A long, hetic but fun day =)

Wednesday, April 02, 2008


This is a horrible draft of our HMT project lol.


Today marks the end of the Assignment and Test. EXAMS INC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went to Clementi Gym and saw some secondary/JC (not sure) people having a fencing competition. Cool stuff. I wanna join Kendo but there aint such a club in SIM haha.



Tuesday, April 01, 2008



Omggggg...........

Mambo~~~~~~~~
First of April, the day where fools are borned. Thus the day is known as April Fools' Day.

For those who fell for my marriage prank... Shame on you! Means you do not know me well enough =).

Test results released today,

Prices & Market - Full Marks = HD =)
Buisness Finance - 25.2%/30% = HD (bah thought will get 26 or 27% at least, now I need 55% from exam to get HD)

Back to mugging for PM test tomorrow. Hope to score another 20%!!!

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Planned to study PM and touch up on my HMT project today.

Received a SMS from Keith at 2+ saying to visit Derek who is hospitalised due to lung collapse.

So I Just grabbed my PM practise test questions and changed and head down to SGH to pay Derek a visit, give him face la haha.

Keith suggested KTV on Thurs, where my HMT Proj and PM test is over...

Thursday faster come!!! i wanna sing 洋葱!!!!
Homey weekend this week.

Stayed at home to brush up the last odd end of my HMT project, read for PM test thats on Wednesday and watch anime.

I watched the first 60 episodes of Bleach for the past 3 days.... haha. I Know I've start to watch it a bit late but oh well its quite a nice anime with lotsa fighting, some love issues, friendship, kinship, promises....and the list goes on.

I need to start reading on my PM stuffs! haha.

gonna have 2 ktv sessions next week i think (After the test and project of course).

I wanna try to sing 洋葱! But i think might zhao xia.... cause so high key la can?

Lets hope I don't.

And sian.... if only she doesnt treat me so coldly, I think it'll be a happier saturday for me.

Oh well.

Another homey day tomorrow. =)

Saturday, March 29, 2008

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Woke up at 9am today, went to jog under the hot sun, came back took off my clothes and let the fan blew at me.

In the end got sick and first time ever fell asleep in lecture. I thought lect was boring, but actually I was having fever.

Mum got me 2 panadols and after taking it, my fever and headache subside. Feeling so much better now =).

Been litsening to 杨宗伟 (Aska Yang)'s songs like 洋葱, 存爱 and 幸福的风.

These are very nice sentimental chinese songs that made me pretty emo. Maybe I should stop litsening to them haha.

I feel so much like an emo freak.