Next sat, hark cafe audition, next next sat, Superstar audition.

Sang 2 songs for vocal teacher to litsen today. She say try to sing popular songs at least people have impression....... xin fu shuan jian too cold le.

Then for next sat audition, need 2 songs, I believe ok le....... need to choose another song of different genre to show that I can do more then love ballad.... still thinking, but i think of some jazzy songs.

Went home with shihui for the first time today, chat a bit, shes quite a nice lady. Too old for me le, so too bad =p

Shou fang kai...... nice song by lee sheng jie.. my heart is a road direction, named waiting 

I signed up for the channel u super star thingy........hahaha


man the forms totally same format as singapore idol.......questions also same.....lame haha

dun bear hope of winning, just wanna go have fun. Lets hope it'll be fun ^^

OMG I ACTUALLY KNEW A 13 YEAR OLD DUDESS OMG

GooD friday-

Woke up, came online, bah no 1 online, eat "Bah Chor Mee, mince meat noodle yum" Parents wented to go a temple at zion road, near zouk la. Ok lor, accompany them go. Walk a lot sia, from tiong bahru mrt, walk to the temple, then from the temple walk to the old tiong bahru market place to eat. There rocks lo, so many food. I ate kuay chap, not so good, but my dad ordered half a roast duck. woot. +10 kg lvl up. lvl 25 fatty.

and my running program is keep getting disruptted by rain and laziness etc........ time to get some discipline leo.

Woman are really crazy shoppers my mum and aunt walk hrs and hrs to shop lo. my dad and i just down there lan lan.

went tiong bahru plaza, walk around some more -_-.... so small also can walk win liao.

On the way home, saw angela. She really turned pretty pretty<>.

Time to rot watch tv . and read some notes......



damn you papers.

First paper today, pretty easy thanks to Rod cause he let me know what are the more important topics.

After that went to clementi S11 to eat half chicken rice with rod, vinod and wenkang. haha we simply just ask whoever we know to eat lunch along the way. Chat a while after that then head back home.......got bored.......went to sleep.

Woke up, play game, eat dinner, watch tv....... oh well boring i guess....

3 more paper to go....GOGOGO

american idol aint bad at all tonight just feel that something is amiss without mario.

I think the carrie is gonna win or maybe bob ice. The rest are aye.......just dun really attract me much compared to this 2

Is overfriendly a sin........I admit I do not understand how a girl feels......I never do, and never will.

Especially when they never told me how they feel.... I admit I'm not a very sensetive person....I do not know the limit when I starts to irritate. I know I do especially towards girls........but how would I know when you never say........ especially different people have different limits.......I maybe irritating to you...but others is okay wif it........man........I'm no god....... I dun really read minds. I am just a god damn freaking soul trap inside a ugly fat human skin. I would u rather shout at me that I am god damn irritating and let me cool down on the things i do or say then to lose a friend.

Being overfriendly thats just me. especially towards pretty cute girls. They do not understand me and will never understand me too. Maybe I am really a desperate guy that frighten away all the girls...... hahaha...........i guesss.........darn -_____-

I'm the guys' best friends but will always stay as normal friend or stranger to any girls in the world.

Damn!

A song i heard from lavender that is very touching to me. It gives me a lot of thoughts too. 

Everything happens for a reason........


still...... why?

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Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

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my life rocks! ^__^ \/

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thank god for giving me this life -______-

Your Love Number is

1 You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argumentYou take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around.

Lol saw it from giap's blog

When I see the orphan, i feel fortunate that I have my parents.

When I see those lonely people, i feel fortunate to have my friends.

When I see those emotionally hurt, i feel for them but they should know the world still spins no matter what he or she do.

When I see myself emotionally hurt, I ask myself to stay strong as there are thousands or millions less fortunate in this cruel world. Do not because of 1 incident and let it hinder your life.

I wish to let go of that incident but still it hits me time and time...... esp when someone mentioned about entering and leaving. Its a incident that happened 1 year + ago but things was never the same after that.

Why bother to shower love and care and concern to someone who would leave your life eventually........ That is because thats how you really feel at the moment of time. Don't blame each other when one party cant stay.

Everything happens for a reason.

Sunday- went starhub, went vocal class.... hmm its seems more fun at Xinyun class.......man xinyun voice.......... really damn sorrowful......... If she ever sing to me and ask me be her boyfriend I might want dispite the age gap

Did pretty badly for the acapella thingy, tune wrong , pace wrong.....hmmmmm man Joe picked for me... aye, my voice very deep, manly suits william soh style.... but his songs are not really that feelable to me......

Qiu ai hai shi zui mei, old love is still the most beautiful- About a guy who ditched a girl and feel that shes the best.

Man since when did i ever ditched a girl before.....pfft lol


If I can i would like to sing I believe etc kind of songs but oh well........ as a singer I must equip myself to be able to adapt to any songs given to me I guess, thats what a true singer is.


Then went to singtel do number port with masa, damn it lo..... took about 2 hrs..... singtel hello blows........

Today, watched naruto 116-126, oh neji my hero, read a bit of notes during the animes....... went for some sprints.... too long nv sprint, sprint 4 times see stars liao....... now resting..........

Whats this emptiness inside of me implies.............

Just got home, met Ivan, Vincent, Junqiang, Eddie, ignatius, Qing wei, masa, ginkiat, jianhong...... so many people man.

They havent change much la but Ivan ah.... haha go everywhere also see girls........

The most incredible thing is he actually watch until nose bleed lor......haha...... but hes still a joker as ever, the china man.

Went billybomber eat, roam around, chat. Havent see this guys for ages so had a hearthy chat la....... sian, my turn to go in ns in a few mths time........sian hor, but see them so slack....... i feel better la...... at least can book out when theres nothing to do....... not as regimental as i thought.


A pretty fun guy outing, just need some girls along the next time! hah

Took a bath, straighten some thoughts..... oh well.....loneliness drives a man to have crazy thoughts.


Gonna head out for a bunch of guys outing ....... sound gay right........ but nope just gonna go meet up some secondary school friends that I havent seen for ages.

Be back at night.

boring sat, hitting books and finding guitar tabs and do some practicing on vocal.

Hope can get to go out eat some good food later!


Peace out

Lavender = Waiting for love.

Why does every beautiful love story has to be sad. I don't get it.......... simple and happy makes a love story dull instead of beautiful why is that so....

In every love story, there is this 1 guy that always work that hard to be loved, yet he will never be loved, is he any better then the main character whose love is lost in the end as of every beautiful sad love story.

In the end....... every one is broken, shattered and torn...... is life really that cruel........

Is god really playing a joke on people......... why give an emotion called love when there is so much sufferings and pain associated with it....


Maybe its just me, I'm just feeling a lot of emotions.

Screw life.

The story of a dreamer part 3.

Later in the night, Ace had a strange dream. There was this vague figure of lady again. She seems to be calling out to him. "Ace, you must stay strong." *RING RING. Ace woke up in a pool of cold sweat by a phone call.

"Hello, is that Ace? You promised to show me around in the school. Can I meet you say like thirty minutes later?". The caller was Alice, ever since Alice came to stay beside him. They grew to know each other better. They hit the streets, catch a movie, dine, almost everything. And today was the first day Alice attend class in the university, Ace promised to show her around.

"Hey, sure I'll meet u at your door steps then". replied Ace in a sleepish voice.


To be continued!

Its a bad day after all.............the la mian is making me sick........ i feel like vomit yet cannot vomit.........ok so thats how pregnant people feel.


Damn it..........-__________________-

Today began as a normal day... Then it got better when I went down to bbdc, booked my tp. 14th april..... was so excited then. Then i decide to reward myself by going to crystal jade la mian.

But something happened, and i turned pretty moody. Dang. Usually eat la mian very happy but today like no mood to eat. But i still finish the damn big bowl of noodle. 10 bucks lay...+ coke la...
grab some comics at comic connection.

Back at home rot..... think i'll hit the books in a while slack......................................

Life blows..

Gareth Gates - Too serious too soon

I wonder where you are, I wonder what your thinking of tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone, maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder
Dunnoe why i lost your touch
Maybe i wanted to be love too much
Too serious too soon, i wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon, I wanted you to love me
Its been a raining afternoon, now i'm staring at the moon
thinking we got too serious too soon

The story of a dreamer -Continue (please refer to previous post for the previous story)

"Yes! You really stay beside Uncle Darius?" The beautiful lady asked in delight. Ace nodded his head and replied, "Aye, all my life", he smiled gallantly.

A sudden wave of image hits the beautiful lady and she went into a daze. A strange feeling hit her, the kind of feeling where you feel so familiar about a stranger. "Hey, are you alright?" asked Ace. "Nothing, guess I must have catched a cold, my name is Alice Darenfae, I'm gonna stay at Uncle Darius place while i pursue a degree in physcology at University of Baslen. Its my pleasure to meet you." She replied warmly.

"Really? Cool! My name is Ace Cravensky. I study at University of Baslen too, currently pursuing a degree in Aerospace technology, I wanna be a pilot" Ace appeared excited yet he maintain a cool charm in his voice.

"Come on, I'll show you the way to old uncle darius's place." Ace offered his gentle gesture of help to Alice. As they strolled down the old streets, "Have we met before somewhere?" Both asked simultaneously. Both were shocked and froze on the spot for a second.

"Hahahaha" both laughed like a child. "I guess thats what called telepathy aye" asked Ace. Alice nodded with a blush. "Somehow, i find you very familiar yet I do not remember where did I saw you, have you ever been to Manhatten?" Alice asked.

"Manhatten? I have never ever took a boat out of this broken old town for more then a day! Needless to say Manhatten, haha, did you came here before when you were young?" Ace is wondering where have they two met.

"No, this is the first time I had ever been here, I stayed in Manhatten all my life as my body constiution was weak. My parents would never allow me to venture into somewhere far. Thats strange........ I do find you very familiar, this is getting spooky, haha"Alice gives Ace a funny face.

"Man...shes cute even though she makes a funny face" this was what on Ace's mind. "I guess this was what called fate" Ace bleems.




To be continue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is a better day for me ^_^. I CAN BOOK TP. Yea~ finally lol. gonna get my 2nd license soon i hope. Heng la, did all my parkings pretty sui sui. Then head to jurong point, no comic release this month. I am craving for crystal jade la mian, but I had some mee siam at bbdc, DIET.

Go home, stare at pc... naruto still left quite a bit to download finish, then went to sleep. Awoke by a sms....... got bored, went for a jog. The air is really fresher on the outside.

Came home, RnR(rest and relax) a bit. I found a long lost very very very very distant cousin. Lol.....


Man american idol...... mario is out. I like his charisma, his barritone voice, his cute smile.(ok i know i sound gay but hes good as a performer that something I look up to)

Lindsey......... shes not the best I must say, but shes the prettiest on American Idol, and shes out from www.idolonfox.com.


Nothing to watch on american idol anymore, so much for the more talents this season simon cowell. Theres nothing to watch anymore!

Backstreet boys.- All I have to give

I dunnoe, what he does to make you cry,
but I'll be there to make you smile.
I dun have a fancy car,
to get to you I walked a thousand miles.
I dun care, If he buys you nice things, does his gift comes from the heart?
I dunnoe, but if you were my girl
I'll make it so we'll never be apart.

But my love is all,
I have to give,
Without u I dun think i can live
I wish i could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give, to you.

When you talk, does it seems like hes not, even litsen to a world you say.
Thats ok babe, just tell me your problems, I try my best to kiss them all away
Does he leaves, when he needs you the most
Does his friends get all your time.

Baby please, I'm on my knees, praying for the day
that you'll be mine.

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I dun thin I can live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give
Toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

The story of a dreamer

*THIS STORY IS FICTIONAL , ANY COINCIDENCE IS UNINTENDED


"I knew I love you before I met you, I think I dream you into life". As Ace walks down the streets, he was singing his favourite song by savage garden. He had a dream the night before, the sweetest dream he ever had.

In the dream, there was this vague figure of a lady that seemed so near yet so far. From the start of the day, the lady was all he could ever think about. He is a dreamer, he knew he lived in a world of fantasy and the word "Love" is very distant to him. Yet he was someone who always longed for love to come into his life.

Ace was not a particuliar attractive man. He is twenty two. He is just any other average joe with an average build and looks. All his life, he had never been in love before. His love was never ever been reciprocated in the past. Yet deep within him, he is a very sentimental and sensetive guy.

As he continues to walk, he suddenly felt a sudden gush of warm breeze brushing across his body. For a moment he stand still. A mysterious hand appeared from behind and tapped his shoulders. He turned around and saw the most elegant and beautiful lady in the world. He was puzzled and asked himself, " Why would such a beautiful lady approach me for?" Yet deep within his soul, he felt this strong emotions that this lady was very familiar to him. "Where did I meet her before?", he wondered.

"Kind Sir, sorry to interrupt you, but I am lost in this neighbourhood. I need to find the location of Dalen Street Apartment Darius, can you help me?." The young lady made her first sentence, and Ace could already feel the sweetness of her voice flowing through his body.

"Apartment Darius? You mean the place where uncle Valen Darius stays? Thats where I'm heading, I just stay besides him." Ace replied with the brightest smile he ever made in his life.



To be Continued.... stay tune!

Something that cheered me up a little tad bit lol...


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Haiz.......today driving very buang, i spent my 100 minutes in the circuit to do all the parkings.... especially vertical parking.... buang ah buang ah buang......i followed the steps i learnt last time but no matter how just cannot go in...........more practice more practice.... i needa book tp fast. Enlistment would be coming soon. Lets hope i can get my license before enlistment or else time gonna be waste to get stable in ns to book tp again.

I suck man......should have chiong finish but just too lazy, leo you suck.


Just a bad day I had I guess......................

/me feeling so freaking moody -___________-

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Waiting for test in school, kinda know most of the stuffs already so pretty lazy to do another round of revision.

Boringgggg ........... thats why blog here. Our school canteen actually had some good songs being played so not too bad huh.....

Think i gonna change hp either tonight or tommorrow night, my 5100 really cannot make it already. guess i'll just upgrade my plan to save the hassel to tell every 1 i change to a new line.

Waiting is the sweetest sorroww.............. i wait and wait and wait...................

today went library to revise hrms test tommorrow, but its pretty ok. Heard this song, mario- let me love you, pretty nice and RnB, I'm a retro man but ok this song appeals to me heh.


My dad job cause him to hurt his toe so much so that a side is rot, or rather the skin is gone. Hes down with diabetics, so worried that it'll get worsen and something might happen. But hes a stubborn old man that do not litsen to both of us. Lets hope he can wake up a bit and be more mature so that my mum and I do not say him as much....


ohhhh baby let me love you~ /me sing

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why


If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)


You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Me and giap 

Today vocal class, had a change of instructor. My previous instructor Joe Pang is gonna go China and work as a project engineer. Kinda sad la I guess, he is a very good singer, good at playing guitar, good looking, in the end he didnt cut out to be a singer which is his dream and became a project manager. Guess the route to stardom is not as easy as you guys imagine.

Any way the new instructor is the owner of hark music if I'm not wrong. She is a chio bu and a very devoted instructor so aint too bad. A hark music cafe is opening in June and she asked us to audition for singing slots in the cafe. However........ enlistment coming soon, not sure if i am able to get to sing in the cafe.

Also i sooo wanna take part in the Singapore idol this season~ haha..... man screw national service , you fucked my plans so fuck you 2.


Receive SMU phamplet today, I'm pretty sure I can get into it with the amount of cca involvement and my not so bad academic results........I wanna do business management degree...... should i work first or go straight to uni after NS? Man.... someone please show me the sign

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Went to redo Some of the old tests i did in my old post under archieve, its all in the past. heh


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its been like a year since I've blogged. Oh well, feel bored and kinda nothing to do. So I decide to write some life story. Knock out in the first round of Singapore Idol really meant a lot to me, I didnt even get to see dick lee and such.

There are some people who believed in that I can do it.... I thought I could too. Damn it on the fish and co fried fish before the camp and the beer before the audition. I totally lost my voice and i got so paniced that tears are virtually on my eyes when i tried to croon something out of my damn throat. After everything , i felt depressed, lost but then again the world do not stop spinning so I tell myself, for something to happen there bound to be a reason, i just wasnt good enough i guess.

Thus i went for vocal classes at hark music. Have a very hardworking and devoted to music teacher name Joe pang. Hes under the same music management company as Dick lee man. Cool huh. From the classes I realise I am a bass. Ok bass are singers that croon songs in an very low tone something like michael buble and frank sinatra, a jazzy singer. I learnt a lot of dos and donts of singing and I'm mentally prepared to go for the 2nd season of sg idol. However enlistment is around the corner so I'm pretty confuse of how things gonna go.

Academically, I am in human resource spec, with yvonne and theresa same class....... not a gd thing also not a bad thing. But i do miss my old classmates, enyi and zhihong whom i can crap and gavyn whom i can be sacarstic.

Love life........ I so feel so dead hahaha......... didnt went out with any girls for a yr + gonna be 2 yrs soon i guess. But enlistment around the corner, so i dun really wanna go bother about such things any more.

I just wanna graduate smoothly and go enlishment smoothly.

Recent happenings : Went bangkok, the prostitudes are very chio man! The thai girls there are also like woooot.... leet. I dun mind having a thail girlfriend but thats so out of the way at the moment.

Oh yea, knew a cute girl whom she denied being cute on friendster. Ok maybe shes really not cute but from the pic i think shes cute, and she happened to be my friend's classmate. Cool huhhhhh. Cant wait to get to meet her lol.