Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Was having dinner at home, eating fried rice by my mum and yong tau foo from jurong point foodcourt.

The tv was screening's Belinda's documentary, its about a programme whereby she visits Singaporeans that are away from home and she went to Africa. There was this self-less lady, who tried to help the poor Africans in the country.

She said, "I know there are a lot of many who need help and I can't help all of them. But knowing that I have the ability to help some of them, helping one is better then helping none".

And they interviewed this African single mum with 5 kids, the kids do not even have a single piece of clothings. They were so happy when Belinda pass them some old clothings donated by others. It pains my heart, it really did. Looking at my dinner, I didn't have the appetite to eat anymore.

I suddenly feel so shitty, I am always complaining about what I don't have, yet I didn't realise there are many many more out there who doesnt even have the simple luxuary of having a meal.... it hurts me even more.

I guess I need to be contended with life. Happiness can be very simple if you are contented with you have. The world can be a more beautiful place, if everyone care a little more for one another.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Saw this from another forum so share wif who ever read my blog. Its true to a certain extent.... haha

"What Happened to All the Nice Guys?"
Date: 2007-11-19, 3:52AM PST


I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I'd take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven't figured it out.

What happened to all the nice guys?

The answer is simple: you did.

See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were ****ing treated you.

At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or too poor, or didn't know how to dress himself, or basically be or do any of the things that your tall, good-looking, fit, rich, stylish boyfriend at the time pulled off with such ease.

Eventually, your Platonic buddy drifted away, as your relationship with the boyfriend got more serious and spending time with this other guy was, admittedly, a little weird, if you werent dating him. More time passed, and the boyfriend eventually cheated on you, or became boring, or you realized that the things that attracted you to him weren't the kinds of things that make for a good, long-term relationship. So, now, you're single again, and after having tried the bar scene for several months having only encountered players and douche bags, you wonder, "What happened to all the nice guys?"

Well, once again, you did.

You ignored the nice guy. You used him for emotional intimacy without reciprocating, in kind, with physical intimacy. You laughed at his consideration and resented his devotion. You valued the aloof boyfriend more than the attentive "just-a-" friend. Eventually, he took the hint and moved on with his life. He probably came to realize, one day, that women aren't really attracted to guys who hold doors open; or make dinners just because; or buy you a Christmas gift that you mentioned, in passing, that you really wanted five months ago; or listen when you're upset; or hold you when you cry. He came to realize that, if he wanted a woman like you, he'd have to act more like the boyfriend that you had. He probably cleaned up his look, started making some money, and generally acted like more of an asshole than he ever wanted to be.

Fact is, now, he's probably getting laid, and in a way, your ultimate rejection of him is to thank for that. And I'm sorry that it took the complete absence of "nice guys" in your life for you to realize that you missed them and wanted them. Most women will only have a handful of nice guys stumble into their lives, if that.

So, if you're looking for a nice guy, here's what you do:

1.) Build a time machine.
2.) Go back a few years and pull your head out of your ass.
3.) Take a look at what's right in front of you and grab ahold of it.

I suppose the other possibility is that you STILL don't really want a nice guy, but you feel the social pressure to at least appear to have matured beyond your infantile taste in men. In which case, you might be in luck, because the nice guy you claim to want has, in reality, shed his nice guy mantle and is out there looking to unleash his cynicism and resentment onto someone just like you.

If you were five years younger.

So, please: either stop misrepresenting what you want, or own up to the fact that you've ****ed yourself over. You're getting older, after all. It's time to excise the bull**** and deal with reality. You didn't want a nice guy then, and he certainly doesn't ****ing want you, now.

Sincerely,

A Recovering Nice Guy

Saturday, April 26, 2008



薛凱琪 is so sweet ~ Gah!

A very nice duet indeed

Friday, April 25, 2008

MR sen_jie says:
once u at home u turn into monster

Bah... hahaha

Thursday, April 24, 2008




Shes so beautiful~

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Today's study location was at SIM student lounge, went with rod, went to find Alex and Malcom, and they have these 2 friends, shaun and Amy.

Didnt feel very productive cause we virtually talked more than we studied. But never the less, I read through ER once more and discussed bits of HMT here and there with Rod.

But learnt more about the happening life of Alex and gang, maybe should join them clubbing one of the days after the exams are over. So happening! Maybe I can hook up some girls myself, instead of the usual guys I'm with... haha!

And Amy knows Lian Jin! So unlucky of her to know him! haha right L.J!?

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Visited Ryan's Blog, so tried it on myself, cool stuff haha.





What Liao Chengyu Leo Means



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
Quite True!
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Very True!
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
I am happy most of the time but not sure if people wonder haha
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
Do I? hmm lol
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
Quite true, I build passion for things very fast and lose them in a while, but I gained them back now and then like music.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
Hmm, Guess so
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
Try to but I'm not =\
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
I am? haha
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
No idea what the heck is that
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
My perspective of life is to live a simple happy life, is that a complete perspective?
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
I definitely hope soooo
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
Hmm... maybe once in a while, but not most of the time
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
Maybe?
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
Yea I think around the box!
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
Think so with the myraid of interests and stuffs that I do.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Hmm no lay... HD don't come easily I guess
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
I am thrifty, not selfish. Strong as in physical or mental!?
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
Oh hell yea.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
So I can be a philosopher...
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
Yea, I think too much
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
Oh my god..........................

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
Yes, I like to analyse my life now and then.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Yes Yes!


Jon's 21st yesterday!

Jonathan is a big friendly chap I've got to know from Police Manpower Department(MPD, My National Service Unit). We have worked tgt, hang out a big tgt, club a bit tgt in a very clean decent manner haha.

Anyway, his house is so darn inaccessible, got to go Yio Chu Kang and change a bus and after which you need to climb a mountain to reach. Over at his place, he invited so many people it virtually changed to a chalet but the good thing is that he stays in a landed property.

He had a lot of very nice friends, i think his ruggers friend are quite happening/sporting. Are all ruggers like that?

There was a buffet, thought theres gonna be BBQ like the previous time, but think theres too many people so BBQ not feasible, nevertheless, I liked the curry chicken, tasty~

He had very nice girl-friends that helped him organised a Bingo game, so exciting can, the pool was 80 dollars for the winner, I short of the number 12 or 49 to bingo, and i'll be 80 dollars richer for attending his birthday. But someone Bingoed ahead of me.

The MPD guys got him a Fossil Watch and a condom (to signify his 21st haha). Overall it was fun catching up with some of the guys and see the new NSFs and say ORD in their face and reservist is coming (shit, hope they forget about me).

(I did not neglect my studies! I had my ER notes with me to read on the train and while waiting for the guys, I even dreamt of doing ER Exam last night! Crap)

On the bus to Jon's place


Climbing the mountain (I know very blur, lousy camera phone ma)


The big guy Jonathan infront of his cake


The first cut

Saturday, April 19, 2008



除此之外...
My left eye had been twitching for the past 4 days, I wonder what it means.

Some say its bad luck,
Some say its good luck,
Some say its fortune coming your way,
Some say your being missed.

What do you say?

I dunneed anything, I just hope its some muscle disorder that goes away after more rest.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Lynn sent a nice duet to me yesterday.

Its called "男人女人"

伤伤伤了几回,也曾经为爱憔悴,爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈~
Today's study location was at Jurong West NLB with Roderic and Eric.

Met Eric at 12+ to have lunch at subway, the soup of the day (Cream of mushroom) was pretty nice.

Felt very at home at the library, so cosy... managed to read a little but Friday blues kicked in. Was chatting away more den studying haha. And theres this bird that Rod tried to take a photo but it kept flying away just at the moment hes gonna press the capture button haha. In the end we end early. A bit sickly, slept for 2 hrs after reaching home. Maybe try to read a little later. Jonathan's 21st tml, gonna catch up with the MPD guys and see how they are doing =).

Nice Library right? Children section =)


See, so at home!


The bird that played with us while we're studying.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Trying to learn how to play the song on guitar, fingers cramping, pain... crap haha
Intro: Gm F x2
Gm
Here I Am, Everyday,
F
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
Gm
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,
F
I Wait In Vain, But Nothing Has Chaaanged,
Bb C
I'm A Flower, Soaking In The Rain,
Dm Gm
If I Could Wish One Thing, I'd Hear You Call My Name,

(Chorus)
Gm C F
So When Will I See Your Face Again,
Gm C F
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ohh yeah),
Gm C F
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ha),
Gm C F
I Think I Love Youuu...Will I See Your Face Again,

(2nd Verse)

Little Thing, Like The Rain Coming,
She Looked At Me A Certain Kind Of Way,
Tell Me Girl, Where Are You Nowww,
'Cos I Don't Know How Much Longer I can Waaait,

I'm A Dreamer, Waiting For The Sun,
When You're Coming In, I know My Life's Begun,
Tell Me Girl...

(Chorus)

When Will I See Your Face Again (ohh yeaaah),
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ummm um),
When Will I Breathe You In Again,
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

(Bridge)
Bb
You Know That All My Life I've Been Waaaiting,
Gm Bb
Waiting For Sooome, Someone Like You To Love Me,
C
You Can't Come By Like An Angel, Into My Life,
Bb
And then Fly Awaaaay, Flyyyyyy Away,

(Do the same as the Chorus here)

Oh Honey, Cos I, Uh Baby, Ba Ba Doo Yeah, Ohh ohhhh,
Sing, I've Only Seen Youuu, Oh, I Said, Uh huh, I Said I Said, Yeah (woo)

(Chorus)

When Will I See Your Face Again (I Wanna See You Once In My Life),
When Will You Touch My Life Again, (Wanna See You Twice In My Life),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ohhh),
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

I said, see Bap pa da doo ba ba (ohhh),
Bap Ba Doo Yeah, That's What We Do Yeaahhh (ohh),
When Will iii See Your Face Again My Friend,
Oh Yeah, I Think You Gotta Let Me Know Yeah,
Ohh Yeahhh...

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

I feel more like a Ngee Ann student den SIM.

I have been going back Ngee Ann... today study location is at Ngee Ann's library.

SO MANY CHAIS AT THE ATRIUM! ^^

haha, crap aside. The library is awesome. Its not like it wasnt good, but it got better!

Thats the atrium, pic taken from the lib


Library of course


Chais and slacker spotted!


My study desk... with labtop on, wth right? haha cant live without music =)

Monday, April 14, 2008

Slept barely 3 hrs, due to many things especially the damn mosquito that has been happily feeding on my blood.

But nevertheless, revision (Mugging) has to take place. SMSed Eric to gay with me at Ngee Ann again. School has just started and the place were flooded with people!

I noticed that the 'chais' had decreased in numbers drastically. Back in my days, out of every 10 girls, there would be 1 thats quite pretty at least. Eric and I scanned and scanned, out of 20 girls there aint even 1 pretty 1...

Manage to get more info for ER and read a bit more on Chester Barnard and Mary Parker Follet.

Haiz...........


Chio bu with a young punk


Studious people, first day of school lay!


No idea what they're queuing for either lol
Guess I should only be angry with myself.

I tend to do stupid things that hurt myself and maybe others.

happy endings? hah

Doubt so in my life.
Insecurities overcome me. So much so it hurts.

I hate myself for being me. I need to have a lighter view of life. I need to stop litsening to all the emo songs that i've been litsening to.

I need to laugh more, I need to go out more, I need to change for a better self.

Always cant seem to have proper control of myself.

Must be that time of the month again for me.

Just feeling extremely blue now........

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Theres a forum i frequent www.sgclub.com

Theres this guy mentioningg hes short and ugly and how he can get a gf lol. And all the comments came pouring through and this particular phrase caught my attention.

'Being less perfect would allow you to meet someone true.'

What do you guys feel? I feel its true but to a certain extent. Eventually you need to look at least looked pleasent to your other half right? A girl do not need to look absolutely stunning to catch my attention, but at least she has to look pleasent i feel.

As the saying goes, theres no ugly people, just lazy people. And I happened to be a lazy person haha.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Its been a boring day at home, study, facebook, eat study facebook...

So I decided to show you guys my comic collection!


Welcome to my comic collections


My comic Collections (Cont)


My bookshelf, full of comics.


My occasionally used guitar and my 10 kg dumbell i try to play around with at times and my PSP charging in process.



Hahaha.... just bored

Friday, April 11, 2008



If you bothered about the Gilian-Edison scandal like I do (Damn dissapointed with Gilian la, used to be my dream girl...), den dun watch the vid. I paste cause I liked the song haha...

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Woke up at 9 today..... to my horror a big patch of skin from my back has peeled. Wanted to go for a jog but due to the patch, never did lol.

9+, Eric smsed me and ask me to gay with him to study for the day. I hv nothing on so I agreed and we headed to Ngee Ann Polytechnic to study....and before we knew it. Its 545pm alrdy and I went down to the canteen to find my mum (Shes the cook for the Mix veg rice, economic bee hoon and vegetarian for canteen 1).

My mum offered me dinner so I had my filled and I went to IMM to get something. Been reading up on minivoodoo dolls, some cute charm thingy. You can say that I'm superstitous or whatever, I have a 4 leave clover, 天珠, and now voodoo dolls! hahaha

The good O block 72. My old school building


Block 72's level 2 ex examination hall, its now a study area for students!


Tibits to munch on while studying


Voodoo dolls, don't ask me why theres 2 of the same kind, guess for yourself.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

There happened to be a box of strawberry pocky at home for me to munch on during my revision.

Havent had it for ages, better den i thought. Its gone in secs.... man snacks are addictive lol.



Wake up, eat, Sleep, Revise, MP3, Sing, Bath, Toileting, Surf Net, Chat Online.

Thats how I spent my day lol.

My HMT notes I've came up on my own


Douglas McGregor, I think he super lookalike with Daniel Crag can, so handsome haha

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Litsen to Ryan Cabrera's True 999 times,

Hoping that I'll be more true

hahaha

Monday, April 07, 2008

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Today was a day with pain and joy and stuffs.

Pain cause I am experiencing the pain of sunburn! Ouch.

My parents and I went to JB to pay a visit to my Grandma, her health wasn't really at her best so we decide to visit her every now and then.

After Grandma's place, we decide to go out shopping and eat, before that we head to 2nd Aunt's place where I drank, Tea, Sugar Cane, Coconut Juice, made me went to the toilet a couple O times.

Jusco was the place we went to shop and had lunch. Had lunch at a Hong Kong Cafe, the food was pretty good, so good until I forgot to take pictures haha.

Shop around, the City Chain over there had selected watches selling at 70% discount. Saw an Ellesse watch which looked quite nice to my opinion. I was looking for a watch too. The original retail price was 1.2k ringgit, I got it for 357.9 ringgit, which is 158 sgd!~ Thats the joy part I guess =).

But argg... sunburn and the heartache just cant seem to go away.

Sky of Malaysia


Jusco Shopping Mall


My New Ellesse watch before Tag Heuer~
Yesterday was Council's Outing to Sentosa.

Everyone's late! Was supposed to meet at 1030...we left Vivo at 12!!!!!!!

Sun was great, I've got my tan.... with excruciating pain. SUNBURNT!, damn painful.

Played a few games, quite fun but very tiring overall and a lot of pain haha.

After which, a few of us went to Carls Jr for Dinner (Me, Robbin, Lisa, Edward, Lynn, Jerlene, Ronald, Peijoo).

We talked for very very long.... Rem the blood oath k! =)

Look forward to next Sentosa trip hoping I'll slim more den.

Going to Sentosa!


Look at the beautiful Sky~ :)


Major Group Pic


Mini Group Pic


Sunset

Friday, April 04, 2008

Had a longggg day yesterday! So many things.

First, went to SIM to dump our HMT Proj. After which, we went to Ngee Ann Canteen 2.... the chinese resturant was gone!

So we had to settle our food at Canteen 2.... (ITS FREAKING HORRRIBLE!)

On the way to canteen 2, we stopped by the Co-op and I've bought myself a de-odorent (which Eric claimed it has an indian smell, so I can attract some north Indian girls la!) I also bought a pair of 'surfer's paradise' slippers ($7.90)



After Lecture, went down to outram park for a ktv session with the council people. Many great Singers from Council! Look forward to our next session which most likely be after the exams ~_~.



After which, we head to Chinatown to eat the 2nd best Chicken rice I ever ate. (Best was Wee Nam Kee la!)



A long, hetic but fun day =)

Wednesday, April 02, 2008


This is a horrible draft of our HMT project lol.


Today marks the end of the Assignment and Test. EXAMS INC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went to Clementi Gym and saw some secondary/JC (not sure) people having a fencing competition. Cool stuff. I wanna join Kendo but there aint such a club in SIM haha.



Tuesday, April 01, 2008



Omggggg...........

Mambo~~~~~~~~
First of April, the day where fools are borned. Thus the day is known as April Fools' Day.

For those who fell for my marriage prank... Shame on you! Means you do not know me well enough =).

Test results released today,

Prices & Market - Full Marks = HD =)
Buisness Finance - 25.2%/30% = HD (bah thought will get 26 or 27% at least, now I need 55% from exam to get HD)

Back to mugging for PM test tomorrow. Hope to score another 20%!!!