Saturday, December 31, 2005

hi guys, some updates. Passing out really soon on next wed, past few weeks had been a bore, everyday is pop rehersal pop rehersal and more pop rehersal. But its finally coming to an end.

For my posting, it just keeps drags on and on and on and on and on and on and on, so i dunnoe where i'm going still! OMFG!

oh well, at least i get to pass out as a corporal, cpl insignia affixing ceremony on next tues =).

but the pay i get is still so pathethic that i cant really afford to feed myself......damn....

bday coming really soon, was hoping to get a keyboard but dropped that idea.... dun really feel like learning any music stuff anytime soon, maybe a break after my vocal classes and see how it goes.

maybe i'll ask for a psp.........heh i just realise the gaming freak thing is still in my blood.

No money yet i wanna do so many things, i'm mad haha


out, leo

Friday, December 16, 2005

its been long since i last blogged, many things took place, as in my national service, did a demo for police martial arts had tons and tons of exams fell in and out of sickness, lesser and lesser time for music.

i still love music, but in a sense i realise that i'm not cut out to be a singer. I still sing, just that i dun have that kind of charisma i guess. It can be trained maybe, but i believe there are many better talents out there.

I'm still singing dun get me wrong, just that i ought to take a more serious view in life of what I really do want to accomplish.

I realise I wanted a simple life. To have a simple family but a stable one in terms of financial and emotional.

Soon i'll pop, very anxious of where i gonna go. Do i need to stay in anymore for some more stupid trainings or i can be a free man of the 8-5 life?

The answer lies next week!

Saturday, November 19, 2005

ya btw, pls comment if u dl the song, dun give stupid comments like your voice sucks etc, i know my voice aint the best. but i need comments on the song not my voice, i'm working on it -_-.


Say things like the lyrics, melody, etc. just tag =)
its been quite some times since i've blog, been busy been lazy. Training is becoming easier (because almost no pt, range, lessons all the way) at police academy but i'm trying to control my diet so i can continue to slim down.

I am tempted to sign on to police lol.......for the money yes. Just for the money.

But i think that will happen only after i get my degree....i mean like, u sign on with dip u get a sgt rank and 2k starting pay, whereas u sign on with a deg u start as at least an inspector (senior officer) with a starting pay close to 3k and more pay raise possiblities!

But my main passion/concern is still music, i tried to write some new songs during my free time but theres so little free time where i can relac 1 corner and do my writings.... most of the time i'm ironing clothes polishing boots cleaning the area etc..... heck ~ -_-.



But somehow i write some chorus. Here is a demo of the chorus of 1 of my song called "gu dan de lie che" which means lonely train. I've written the whole song and had the chords planned out even though i'm not sure if its correct a not but here is the acapella of the chorus.

Download before 25th of nov or it'll go expire!!!


LINK TO DEMO >>>> http://s36.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=0O73L8CV0EKUR2INO3QQAK38HL

Sunday, October 16, 2005

ns....ns.......national slavery, being call and run around like a dog, thats the idea. People say police was slack, but my trg was not easy at all, it needs even more endurance then my dragonboat training i feel.

partly was because of my several months of inactiveness. But the training is really a bit out of the world, try doing 300+ push ups, 200+ jumping jacks 100+ crunches, lots of leg race, lots of squats, lots of tutt jumps, lots of jogging on the spot, lots of other kind legs exercise and.....i heard duck walk was banned.

WE GOT DUCK WALK

But i guess its good in another way, gonna make my leg tougher and 2.4 would be easier and shed off weight and pull up would be easier.


But i dun like life being scream around, ordered around, even during my rest time like 8+9.

but from what i saw lifes gonna be easier after the basic police training.


I wanna try for oct, but if i dun get into it i hope i can get some easy vocation......



bk in later @______@ life sucks.

Friday, October 07, 2005

its been a while since i last blogged, and in 4 days time i'm entering the police academy as a trainee policeman.

well, its not my choice but oh well i'm lucky cause police is a pretty relaxed vocation which means i still do have time for my pursuit in music.

Looking back at the past few months after the exams, my work, my music, and how my life has moved on. It just makes me realise time flies and wait for no one.

I really hope my dreams of making music, to become a singer to get a job in the media circle will not be stop because of my playful attitude when I was young.

I did not realise that to become what I want is not thru only luck. I need to work for it. And when i work for what i want at the age of 19,20. Am I too late? Or am i just in time?

Will I end up doing what I want? or will I become the slave of fate and follow an 8-5 job for the rest of my life.

Life is full of questions. Life is a mystery. What is the true purpose of life?

I just want to say


Time waits for no one


To all my friends and whoever read this blog

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

hello all, havent been blogging in a while, just didnt have the mood.

I never did much lately too, went tioman. It was pretty dull there, but the things there are duty free and cheap. Went with poh guan, patrick , air, and 3 of pg's friends jose, jonathan and tanya. They were very ang moh pai but well i can speak with ang moh accent too ok! haha

never did anything strange over there, there wasnt any special services lol.

came back, rot, plays bits and bits of guitar, dad is jobless and I dunnoe how to find him a job. Times are hard and for someone his age with little education, its even harder.

sometimes i'll think why my dad cant work a bit harder when hes young. And to trouble himself at such an age.

Sometimes i really feel negative about him. But hes my father after all.

I had a quarrel with him today, because hes so " bu zhi liang li". I told him to accept the truth and get the low paying jobs.

He simply refused to do so and tell me lots of cock theories.

The truth is my mum and I dun expect much of him and he always doesnt want to heed our advices. Not like we're trying to make him worse or anything.

I feel so speechless yet at the same time I really feel like crying.



My family is actually very messy. And I was never really in luck with things i wanna do.

THIS IS LIFE. ITS NEVER FAIR


no matter what
I 'll never become someone like my father.

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Went China black yesterday, while it was so different from the last time i've visited it.

Met lian jin over there, every 1 said he changed, but hmm while he did i think. But not so bad at least he manage to get girls around him. haha.

My buddy and his gf had a big fight wondering how they will end up.

Met a gal who said shes my primary school mate. I was quite amazed, so I'm quite popular in primary school huh....

I guess must be the performance I did with johnson haha.........


to think of it.....why did i rekindle my passion for singing so much later.......when I've been singing since young....... Why from primary 6 to poly year 2 I just did gaming etc......why didnt i preservere in the route of music......i picked up guitar in sec 3 just for 3 mths and to forsake it, and now i've need to relearn everything myself and practice.................


is there enough time for me to be a good composer.......is there enough time for me to learn keyboard?............do i have enough money.......... will i make it?


So many questions so little answers............................ life is a mess haiz

Sunday, August 14, 2005

bored and more bored....haha.......gonna have my car test again soon......just cut my hair......super short now. pre ns preparation hairstyle bah haha......

feel so sian man so many things i dunnoe what to do. I wanna know how to improve my guitar faster...... but i cant afford to go for classes.

i wanna learn the keyboard, a bit regret why i never learn such things when i was young.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

i've been thinkin.... should i change music school?

Cause i really dunnoe if hark music can make me something big 1 day a not....and the school fees is increasing. I know, I've learn a lot from hark music and if i just quit I will not get a cert. But in the chinese music industry, time wait for no 1.

If i wanna make something out of myself its within this few years or not. Music clinic seems to have bigger promises with prominent figures and the stupid superstar show are mostly music clinic students.

Music forest seems harsh. I'm waiting for its artiste training management course before I go for an audition.

Chinese has this saying, yin shui si yuan....... I will never my musical experiences in hark music. But I feel that its time to make a move forward.



haiz, life is full of decision making.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Today is national day but the first thing my family did was to visit malaysia at a very crazy timing. We left house before 6am lol.....cause my mum was afraid of a human jam because she need to go settle some malaysia cpf stuffs.

Ok la then we reached grandma area in Tun amina at 715?. Slack around damn sleepy, my youngest uncle brought us out of breakfast. It was a mix of porridge, roti prata and dim sum. song man. and for 5 peeps its only around 35 ringit. Each person less then 4 sgd!

My mum got obsessed with this 300k ringit 3 storey terrence. She say she will consider buying 1. Woot holiday chalet in the making and extra assets ! XD

We're not rich, we just stay in a hdb in sg but its freaking cheap to buy a terrence in malaysia and my mum have plans to retire there so she was interested.

Then we set off for the cpf thingy, it was not resolved and need to be resolved 3 years later. Later on was just hrs of shopping, eating shopping and reached home around 4pm and spent the rest of the day zhuo boh lan play game.

Pract a bit of guitar and dug a very old guitar out hoping to bring to ns but the condition is so bad i feel like just buying a new cheapo 1 before going in lol. I have a working condition 1 but its my precious now......300+ bucks j & d guitar. i dun wanna it get hurt till i get a new 1. A taylor !!!!

I need to practise on my singing! =\

Thursday, August 04, 2005

been a long long time since i blogged, just didnt have the mood.

a slight update is yea i'm out of T-est and is a free man now. But this freedom is kinda boring. So i gonna do bits of jogging and some training up for my NS.


Wants to go sherwin hse play guitar and such but always lazy and hes always sleep till late hrs. Isnt there any free man out there with a healthy life style?


Read sandra's article on newspaper. kinda funny, they think shes a virgin lol. and someone actually send her his nude photo.


Maybe i should post some bikini babe photo on my blog and say is me and start conning u retardic moronic dick driven mind dick heads lol.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Havent been blogging lately, rod say i shud update my blog more regularly so that he could know my life more.


Well, nothing goes much on my life it summarises with a few words

work, music, friends, game

yea.

Been working 830-530 mon -fri for some shit company with shit pay and shit job.

music, been try to prac guitar etc........just had a rehersal, gonna have a performance next tuesday at hark music cafe at selegie road, opposite park lane, opp the toto 4d place.

dun worry, i won't be the only 1 singer, 3 other ladies are singing too and 1 of them really had a great voice so u'll be in for a treat for ur ears if you come.

been hanging out with my friends as much as possible whenever i can, especially weekit and george the 2 army boy. they going bmt soon i still got 3 mths to enlist haha.

been playing bits and bits of guildwar and dota but not much time for gaming especially i have so many shit in my life =

well work ends around aug to give me time to do what i want before enlist so yea~ will be more free in aug =)

Thursday, July 07, 2005

been like forever since i last blogged........just felt lazy, moody, tired, restless to blog, many things happened along this past few weeks.

I got a job as a printer software tester in a company called T-est haha.....met a bunch of cool dudes or dicks from ntu nus blablabla

Had my first performance at hark music cafe last last weekend, yes its open so u guys could go down and take a look.

On a sad note....... a close friend, as close as a brother. Even though we went seperate ways after secondary school, even though we only came in contact after so long. After our brief meeting 2-3 mths ago, hes dead now, resting his soul in a safe haven where there will only be peace and serenity.

He is Ivan Ong Peng Ghee, the joker of our batch, the most corny, kampung, cranky dude in gan eng seng school. He brought laughter to our life and now he brought tears to many.

Its such a shame that a fine young man like him should pass away so fast, so suddenly. The dreams the goals he bear are shattered only to be burnt with his body.

However that is not the last of him, the every move, every speech, every thought that he showed us shall be deeply engrave in our hearts.

His soul will transform into the seeds of memories that will linger in the hearts of many.

May your soul rest peacefully and lets be friends again in our after life.

Monday, June 20, 2005

very long nv post so thought i'll post somethings

kk i've learn about the truth of the superstar show, it was actually a conspiracy of music clinic , a local music school.


they were actually the true organisers and the finalist most of them were the school's student, get the catch?


many that sang well did not get thru, i dont mean myself, i dunch think i'm good but at least i would definitely fair enough to get through the first round.


my vocal teacher told me that 1 of her student got into further, and there were a few that sound great, but wasnt chosen to the next round, the judges were event paying attention.


so the show was just a big conspiracy to let those who went to know that its pointless to feel sad if u feel that ur good and ur not being let thru.


Went for a few interviews, but seemed like no 1 likes me, so i'm still jobless, picked a new game call guildwars, play for a few days and max lvl liao, but quite fun la.

maybe i'll go cambridge lang school learn jap one of these days.........


also, next sunday is the preview of the hark music cafe, which means its the 1st nite where performances are being held and students are invited to go.

No public allowed and maybe there are free drinks and food, pretty cool rite

it crashes with dragonboat graduation ceremony.


Kelvin wants me to go for it, but seriously i dunch feel like going. I dunch like tounge wagging saying things like, wah so long nv come trg then come eat free food, beh paiseh.

I must admit, i dun really miss the guys.....somehow i dunch feel very attached to the team. But i do miss hong giap and kelvin as 1 of my best buddies in the team.

In nice term, the team is united, but i do feel that a lot of emotions of the team are on the surface only.

If db team is really a good place to be, i wont quit no matter what in the first place, i've been longing to quit ever since year 2 2nd sem. What spurs me on was the kind of passion ah huat put into training the team.

but the team has its dark side which is very troublesome to say everything out and its private.

So in the end , i chose music over dragonboat.

I dun bear the hope to carve a career out of singing although i wish i could.

Its more of an interest at the time being.

Monday, June 06, 2005

been sometime since i blog cause the stuffs are pretty much boring................


however seline is damn cute can...........omg.......... seline is the agent that works at an recruit agency la........she called me to inform me a job and shes damn cute =).



went to black last sat cause kit going in this thursday....


go where? army lo haha


my turn to go POLICE in sept


anyway black is full of dicks which means so many guys and gays around..........


man what a horrible first black experience.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

didnt blog for a while cause so many things happen i dunnoe where to start haha....

summarise

went ktv for bra pat bday

watched starwars epd 3

went to scout for starwars epd 4 5 6 which is whole sg out of stock

went to enquire james more about being pilot

i am red-green color deficient, i knew it but just didnt realise how serious was it.

practised on my guitar and vocal a bit

bo didnt went american idol oh my g, crap

I have no target to jihong i feel so bored.

2nd tp on next next wed lol

maybe go for interview at sls tml for pc show on 2th-5th june.

i am getting fatter......oh my g? expected

most likely going to buy guildwars one of these days.

on a diet that drink a lot of green tea, some jogging and better food.

Friday, May 20, 2005

gonna go celebrate bra and pat bday in a while so i guess i'll blog a bit. Just read a damn stylo blog.........

what a bitch lol


www.teen4sale.blogspot.com


LOL


K yest nite had another rehersal at hark music........ actually elaine i dunnoe i think thats how her name is spelt. She looks kinda cute, but she have really very very bad taste in clothings, not like mine is very good but she looks damn plain jane. I believe she will look great if she dress herself up hah.


It started quite late for me cause the previous gal took so long, shes so unsure of her song. Man......well i just waited but its alright......i love being in hark music. I just feel so comfortable sitting down there chilling.


But aint much friends to chill with me over. Lets hope when hark music cafe open, it'll be a great spot for me to chill at yea? at least let me chill over there till my enlistment and pursue a pilot/singer dream or further studies after that.


Chelsy smsed me but i ignored her. I didnt like the mlm company........too bad mr steven

I'm putting u aeroplane!


Sherwin is physcoing me to WOW which stands for world of warcraft. Its so god damn exp 158 bucks for freaking first 2 mths.

I just check my bank acc, not much $$ left and i'm still slacking without a proper job. Still got vocal class to pay and such...... man think i need to beg more $$ from my parents and continue to be a pest of the society.


Hey man life is short! Do what you love. If u just do something for the $$ you are understating the real meaning of life!


Peace out \/

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Just pick up an additional job of being a flyer distributor with zjw.....

man this job is sure tough running around like some mofo and getting stares and such.


At least i know how a hdb flyer distributor is now........respect them k.


Its real tough tekan session! haha


btw looking for 2nd job, mlm aint earning me much and the job principle is so against my own principle.

screw it.


Yea any job offers? pref free lance or part time...........

not in the mood to go for any full time job, i am still a full time slacker, part time performer/vocalist/musician.


Bo bice will be my american idol regardless he wins or not....

but i guess he'll win, go bo bice! you are my hero after clay aiken!

Monday, May 16, 2005

Went to my cousin place to look at her son, can consider my nephew la, so small so petited.
pretty cute. Then my cousin in law was telling about the pilot stuffs, hes a pilot and seems pretty cool........

i will give some serious thoughts about it i guess.


oh my yea, i had a date with xinyun today.............

haha no la tingkai cant make it for class and gregory is missing in action for several weeks so its a 1 to 1 session with my pretty vocal teacher today.


Chat a bit, crap a bit, did some exercise, man she really tekan me den we practised on the songs i'm gonna do for hark cafe performance, yu jian.....


well she pointed out my faults and such and yea i'm working on it and trying to work on when you say nothing at all to be played on guitar so that i can " zhi tan zhi chang".
Then went to watch admitiville horror, pretty cool movie that sent some chills down my spine.


Its a true story man so eerie.



And for the mlm thing, yea i opened an account with venture era selling biomagnetic items........

but i'm too lazy to go hardcore and its not the kind of line i wanna be in.


yea dispite mr steven's constant preeching that i agreed i'm still reluctant to push the product and recruitment cause i'm not really that kind of guy.

this job sucks i tell you yea it sucks but it earns good $$ for some people. some la......and their good $$ is not really that good compared with top people in da world haha.

Friday, May 13, 2005

yesterday went to my rehersal for my performance soon nxt mth. my instrumentalist is a very gentle girl/lady name elaine. Shes pretty good with the keyboard i must admit and i feel comfortable working with her.

After that went to celebrate skye bday, wanted to watch the jacket but theres no tix so we went to pizza hut instead.


then went over to martin's lanshop headquarters at parklane.


play many hours and very funny stuffs happened.


then lucky got george around. i will follow him, wherever he may gooo cause he drives =)

Monday, May 09, 2005

i thought it was just me that i could reach higher notes.........but i am hitting higher notes recently since xinyun told me the tatic..............


but higher notes voice sounds less powerful.... for me la oh well at least i'm going higher.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

haiz..........maybe i should just go concentrade on music...............



i should just be true to myself

Friday, May 06, 2005

why do i feel so empty.........

like i........


like i'm missing someone..........

why?

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Sup man!

Went jb today........very very horrible jb trip.


Went to the causeway.......... OMFG its flooded and u guess what........i stood for 2 freaking cockanadon hrs to pass thru the god damn queue,

AND THERES A FUCKING BIG RAIN. AHHHHHHHHh

i got a bit wet, my mum and dad too then they decide to buy a new top....o_O.....................

but i got a new bag! lol 80 ringgit but looks damn cool.


Then we went to eat some uber cool stuffs, beggar chicken, bbq stingray , sambal kang kong.


THAT WAS ONLY THE BEGINING

After that went to my 2nd aunt hse to rot for like 30 mins? Then head to the real finale at my 2nd uncle hse.

He just moved into some new apartment and was holding a house warming. He ordered a big buffet lo quite a lot of food. damn full


After that went out...........at the check point theres this 2 cute girls................ they looked really punk.........too bad i nv go them.............they really got style and looks cute..... reminds me of TWINS!

Friday, April 29, 2005

yesterday went to watch xXx2 wow.......pretty cool. nice action flicks and a lot of cool stunts.

we went ps......14 of us.... lol.......thank god we could get some seats..... and most of them are nocturnal animals... after the movie.... decided to go geylang for supper..........we went dim sum resturant then head over to you tiao da wang......... wth i only eat dim sum though.


and these sleepless lifeless people suggested we go east coast park........as george is the only man i could depend on(he got a car man) i have to follow him.......

reach home at 4 +...........missed the chance to chat with somebody (booo =\) someone u guys will never guess who lol :X

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

didnt blogged for quite a while cause nothing much is happening........just cut my hair.....looks really nerdy now........and go to gym ....play some guitar croon some songs..............


ya and.............


I am send to POLICE for NS.............wohhh..........haha..............slack

WO SHI JIN CHA

Sunday, April 24, 2005

I am still quite affected by yesterday's thingy but getting over it...

a good piece of news is that i made it thru hark cafe audition and gonna be perfoming at hark cafe on a probational basis......till i officially become their artist and sing 2 hrs weekly and get paid for and attend recording companies auditions.... (more auditions -_-)


its ironic isnt it.........when i think i did uber badly for hark music audition i actually made it thru....

When i think i did pretty well for the channel u thingy.......i didnt get the go.

Just used this high blood pressure thingy my dad got.........k i got slightly high blood pressure.......

means fat

means i need more exercise and less fatty oily food.............

pfft............


please jio me to work out thanks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 21, 2005

woooot grad liao......

k now a load off my chest

feel so much better......the next load is to do well in the audition this sat...........

jia you jia you jia you.
today i went on a date with an old aunty and an old uncle.......
at eunos mrt wah......... east a lot of chio bu......... bah shud stayed in the east.


they were actually my mum's friend, they were trying to introduce me a job.

Went to the talk.... actually suppose to franchise Diamond energy water system and stuffs by company called NEP.

Read the profile and tried the demos.................seem pretty convincing as famous celebrities, presidents, ministers are using it.


Its like god damn popular in HK and malaysia man but they say the advert for SG gonna come out later.


I am fascinated by the systems but i do have my own doubts too.

And there are several conditions to become a dealer for them.
-Need to buy a system
-Need to attend a success talk by their CEO in KL that cost 330 bucks for the trip
-Joining fee 1000 bucks.
-Need to get 2 product to sell upon joining.


Total capital needed about 4k.

I would like to give it a try budden I never really saved. The products are good and i'm pretty confident to sell it.

Gonna give it a bit more thoughts.

And for the talk, its on next fri to mon.......any 1 interested in going? let me know. Can just go for fun.

Sunday, April 17, 2005

happy sunday eberi 1~. k today was pretty cool.

Went over to tun amina to visit my uncle and grand lau bu.......its in jb...before that we ate some uber fishball noodles with some dim sum near causeway.

At uncle hse, watched 2 vcd @_@... the unborn <> and negotiator k negotiator is cool and ate the cheapest chicken rice i ever ate this few years. 2.50 ringgit for drumstick rice! where u find!

Then my 2nd aunt and cousins came along...... then on 2 small cars we went to holiday plaza. Inside ah.....what stuffs also pirated 1......lol........lotsa vcds and dvd ah. Then there is this dude showing me porno dvd lo. I was like woahhhhhhhh haha...... cannot buy la parents around haha


Then we head over to some uber ulu road side stall. The place was damn dirty, just beside a drain u can smell all the uber smelly smell from the drain.......but once the food come and put inside ur mouth it was like woahhhhhh......omg.......this is food?....... this is elixir!

haha.........

cool k gonna go sch exercise tml with kelvin hope to cut some weight b4 auditioning lol......

Saturday, April 16, 2005

I'm bored really very bored.

Thus i'll post some detailed infos about myself just incase some dude came across my blog and wanna know me.

I am a guy that loves pretty much a lot of things in the world. 1 amazing fact about me is that i have about 1000+ comics in my house since my 1st comic in primary 2. mum has been nagging but this hobby have never stop cause i like to know diff stories of diff people.

I mature and learn a lot of things through comic, though sometimes i do fantasize about the comic details and wish i was one of the hero that posses that kind of uber leet skill to kill all the monsters and save the day or pretty dudess in distress.

I love singing, so much so i hope i could make a living out of it. I love music in short but I'm not particuliarly musically inclined in instruments or notes. I just get too distracted to become good at it.

Love good drama serials, pi li huo was good dunnoe why people associate it with uncle and aunty bah. Fan of the idol series. I would definitely watch other countries' idol series if tv ever show it.

Food.... i love la mian..... jap cheena... i love many kind of noodles however there is exception. I dun like those hawker thick noodles cook in soup, or udon noodles.... well no idea why~.

Love gaming too, but aint much fun games nowadays.

Used to exercise and workout a lot during dragon boat. I wanna build up my bball madness again. Any 1 for bball~?


Bored Leo ~ =)
if your wondering if guys have moody time (pms style of mood)

i think i do have moody period but like once in a blue moon.

Life is so god damn boring that I feel so moody and dun feel doing anything and just feel like rot and die.

Life is nothing but a fuck up process that i am put into without even knowing why i am here in the first place.

And in the process some fucking stupid moronic government ask u to help protect the country and waste your precious youth by asking you to shave bota and squat inside a fucking ulu camp for 2 fucking years.

And the best thing they dun even bother to assign u a date to get u into that fucking camp and expect you to sit at home and wait and waste more of your youth while they song song ask u go for enlistment when they feel like it.

Friday, April 15, 2005

Wooot the fat man pass napha............. hehehe 1 yrs 10 mth national service......song boh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

another nice song by lee sheng jie Posted by Hello

Thursday, April 14, 2005


Fat already =\\\\\\\\\\ so sad  Posted by Hello
omg....... gillian from twins is.......


taking my breath away....................


"your so beautiful, divinee ~~~~
everything about you so fine~~~~"

This is our song - by..... code red i think? ^_^
didnt blog for this few days cause i was gonna have napha and car traffic police test and its my taboo not to mention it in blog before it..........


k even if i nv mention i also fail so screw it. lol....napha...i pass all 5 stations but 2.4 i run 5 rounds then give up liao. reason? too long nv run bah and body go heavier and leg grow smaller.

Car........... k i kena a very screwed up car, starting kena screwed by tester..... e brake.... knn.....i almost never practice before u know.

Follow by, turn at 3........ i thought is after...he meant before -______- so i made a wide turn nvm.

Go to slope...... fuck up car, i tried 3 times to get moving.

After that i thought everything smooth liao sui sui liao..........

come back...... alot of points la .....some of the points also dunnoe how he tick 1.....


k la book for retest and go wack again............ never say die!

tml napha wack again, lets hope my 2.4 can make it tml! never say die!

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Its been a while since i blog cause basically nothing much happened. Just went to some drivings etc and rot at home while hoping $$ will drop from sky.

k Sat was really excited for me. I got a good sleep thought audition was on sat. Went over... stand for 2 hrs......then realised..........its only registration. I was like erm oh well...wth......reg? wheres my audition!

k audition date as follow. 23rd april Media corp reception area. 3-530pm. Please be there 30 mins earlier.

Cool huh, first time going to media corp gonna be exciting lol.

Gives me more time for practice, gonna consult my vocal teacher for more advice.

After reg, there is a small stage for people to sing to showcast a bit. K i went and sing, I did pretty ok i hope. Cause there was quite a number of appluase for me while almost ok or no applause for the previous few contestants before me lol.

After I got down i stayed for while to litsen. I over heard something .

Guy A:" hey isnt that Leo that sang just now? His voice not bad ah"

Lol..... I ma gonna do better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEEDA DO BETTER

GO LEO

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

so fast another 2 days gone, monday was a boring day, tried to clean up the house <> Rest and relax, at night went supper with alex , wenkang, lj and lydia. Talked, eat beef hor fun not bad but exp sia......
and i'm turning more and more fat.

Today...... went for driving revision. Did it ok i guess hope next thursday TP can pass la. Then went home relax for like 1 hr then head to calvin's condo for bbq.

MAN THE CONDO IS FREAKING NICE LA. its the queens condo at queenstown. you know the tallest 1 in sg, when u take mrt cfm will by pass when u travel between redhill and queenstown.

Its freaking nice, gonna get 1 myself someday if financial allows.

Then bbq and do almost nuttin just chat and catch up with some old friends that havent seen in a while.

Think i wanna find a job i'm turning broke but i dun really feel like going sales, i need something more out of the world lol.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

not i dun wanna blog but my pc went down since thursday. so for 2 days + i cant use the pc. Mother board spoild, gone case then my father lost the warranty stuffs. So i gotta buy a new 1.

And yea, i fixed back the mother board moiself. K i can DIY any personal computers now. Find me i'll try to charge cheap for people i know! refer me to someone else and earn a commsion! lol

Exams.... the first 3 papers was alright, pretty ok until yesterday....... man the paper was so hard i so scare i gonna retain for 1 year.

after that, went rong tong's grave, went to eat, went to buy my mother board, went sherwin house then went audition.


K i tried to keep my throat good by drinking tons of water but i think i screwed it with a big cup of ice lemon tea in the noon.

I did pretty badly I knew it myself. I must admit that nervousness is still the worse enemy that I do encounter in stage pressence.

I need more exposure i guess....... or maybe i'm just not cut out to perform.

Oh well, just gonna keep on singing as a passion regardless wheather i'll do good or bad in it.


Shit happens.....

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Next sat, hark cafe audition, next next sat, Superstar audition.

Sang 2 songs for vocal teacher to litsen today. She say try to sing popular songs at least people have impression....... xin fu shuan jian too cold le.

Then for next sat audition, need 2 songs, I believe ok le....... need to choose another song of different genre to show that I can do more then love ballad.... still thinking, but i think of some jazzy songs.

Went home with shihui for the first time today, chat a bit, shes quite a nice lady. Too old for me le, so too bad =p

Shou fang kai...... nice song by lee sheng jie.. my heart is a road direction, named waiting Posted by Hello

Saturday, March 26, 2005

I signed up for the channel u super star thingy........hahaha


man the forms totally same format as singapore idol.......questions also same.....lame haha

dun bear hope of winning, just wanna go have fun. Lets hope it'll be fun ^^

Friday, March 25, 2005

OMG I ACTUALLY KNEW A 13 YEAR OLD DUDESS OMG
GooD friday-

Woke up, came online, bah no 1 online, eat "Bah Chor Mee, mince meat noodle yum" Parents wented to go a temple at zion road, near zouk la. Ok lor, accompany them go. Walk a lot sia, from tiong bahru mrt, walk to the temple, then from the temple walk to the old tiong bahru market place to eat. There rocks lo, so many food. I ate kuay chap, not so good, but my dad ordered half a roast duck. woot. +10 kg lvl up. lvl 25 fatty.

and my running program is keep getting disruptted by rain and laziness etc........ time to get some discipline leo.

Woman are really crazy shoppers my mum and aunt walk hrs and hrs to shop lo. my dad and i just down there lan lan.

went tiong bahru plaza, walk around some more -_-.... so small also can walk win liao.

On the way home, saw angela. She really turned pretty pretty<>.

Time to rot watch tv . and read some notes......



damn you papers.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

First paper today, pretty easy thanks to Rod cause he let me know what are the more important topics.

After that went to clementi S11 to eat half chicken rice with rod, vinod and wenkang. haha we simply just ask whoever we know to eat lunch along the way. Chat a while after that then head back home.......got bored.......went to sleep.

Woke up, play game, eat dinner, watch tv....... oh well boring i guess....

3 more paper to go....GOGOGO

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

american idol aint bad at all tonight just feel that something is amiss without mario.

I think the carrie is gonna win or maybe bob ice. The rest are aye.......just dun really attract me much compared to this 2
Is overfriendly a sin........I admit I do not understand how a girl feels......I never do, and never will.

Especially when they never told me how they feel.... I admit I'm not a very sensetive person....I do not know the limit when I starts to irritate. I know I do especially towards girls........but how would I know when you never say........ especially different people have different limits.......I maybe irritating to you...but others is okay wif it........man........I'm no god....... I dun really read minds. I am just a god damn freaking soul trap inside a ugly fat human skin. I would u rather shout at me that I am god damn irritating and let me cool down on the things i do or say then to lose a friend.

Being overfriendly thats just me. especially towards pretty cute girls. They do not understand me and will never understand me too. Maybe I am really a desperate guy that frighten away all the girls...... hahaha...........i guesss.........darn -_____-

I'm the guys' best friends but will always stay as normal friend or stranger to any girls in the world.

Damn!

A song i heard from lavender that is very touching to me. It gives me a lot of thoughts too. Posted by Hello
Everything happens for a reason........


still...... why?
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

my life rocks! ^__^ \/

Hahahahaha....

thank god for giving me this life -______-
Your Love Number is
1

You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argumentYou take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around.



Lol saw it from giap's blog
When I see the orphan, i feel fortunate that I have my parents.

When I see those lonely people, i feel fortunate to have my friends.

When I see those emotionally hurt, i feel for them but they should know the world still spins no matter what he or she do.

When I see myself emotionally hurt, I ask myself to stay strong as there are thousands or millions less fortunate in this cruel world. Do not because of 1 incident and let it hinder your life.

I wish to let go of that incident but still it hits me time and time...... esp when someone mentioned about entering and leaving. Its a incident that happened 1 year + ago but things was never the same after that.

Why bother to shower love and care and concern to someone who would leave your life eventually........ That is because thats how you really feel at the moment of time. Don't blame each other when one party cant stay.

Everything happens for a reason.

Monday, March 21, 2005

Sunday- went starhub, went vocal class.... hmm its seems more fun at Xinyun class.......man xinyun voice.......... really damn sorrowful......... If she ever sing to me and ask me be her boyfriend I might want dispite the age gap

Did pretty badly for the acapella thingy, tune wrong , pace wrong.....hmmmmm man Joe picked for me... aye, my voice very deep, manly suits william soh style.... but his songs are not really that feelable to me......

Qiu ai hai shi zui mei, old love is still the most beautiful- About a guy who ditched a girl and feel that shes the best.

Man since when did i ever ditched a girl before.....pfft lol


If I can i would like to sing I believe etc kind of songs but oh well........ as a singer I must equip myself to be able to adapt to any songs given to me I guess, thats what a true singer is.


Then went to singtel do number port with masa, damn it lo..... took about 2 hrs..... singtel hello blows........

Today, watched naruto 116-126, oh neji my hero, read a bit of notes during the animes....... went for some sprints.... too long nv sprint, sprint 4 times see stars liao....... now resting..........

Whats this emptiness inside of me implies.............

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Just got home, met Ivan, Vincent, Junqiang, Eddie, ignatius, Qing wei, masa, ginkiat, jianhong...... so many people man.

They havent change much la but Ivan ah.... haha go everywhere also see girls........

The most incredible thing is he actually watch until nose bleed lor......haha...... but hes still a joker as ever, the china man.

Went billybomber eat, roam around, chat. Havent see this guys for ages so had a hearthy chat la....... sian, my turn to go in ns in a few mths time........sian hor, but see them so slack....... i feel better la...... at least can book out when theres nothing to do....... not as regimental as i thought.


A pretty fun guy outing, just need some girls along the next time! hah
Took a bath, straighten some thoughts..... oh well.....loneliness drives a man to have crazy thoughts.


Gonna head out for a bunch of guys outing ....... sound gay right........ but nope just gonna go meet up some secondary school friends that I havent seen for ages.

Be back at night.
boring sat, hitting books and finding guitar tabs and do some practicing on vocal.

Hope can get to go out eat some good food later!


Peace out
Lavender = Waiting for love.

Why does every beautiful love story has to be sad. I don't get it.......... simple and happy makes a love story dull instead of beautiful why is that so....

In every love story, there is this 1 guy that always work that hard to be loved, yet he will never be loved, is he any better then the main character whose love is lost in the end as of every beautiful sad love story.

In the end....... every one is broken, shattered and torn...... is life really that cruel........

Is god really playing a joke on people......... why give an emotion called love when there is so much sufferings and pain associated with it....


Maybe its just me, I'm just feeling a lot of emotions.

Screw life.

Friday, March 18, 2005

The story of a dreamer part 3.

Later in the night, Ace had a strange dream. There was this vague figure of lady again. She seems to be calling out to him. "Ace, you must stay strong." *RING RING. Ace woke up in a pool of cold sweat by a phone call.

"Hello, is that Ace? You promised to show me around in the school. Can I meet you say like thirty minutes later?". The caller was Alice, ever since Alice came to stay beside him. They grew to know each other better. They hit the streets, catch a movie, dine, almost everything. And today was the first day Alice attend class in the university, Ace promised to show her around.

"Hey, sure I'll meet u at your door steps then". replied Ace in a sleepish voice.


To be continued!
Its a bad day after all.............the la mian is making me sick........ i feel like vomit yet cannot vomit.........ok so thats how pregnant people feel.


Damn it..........-__________________-
Today began as a normal day... Then it got better when I went down to bbdc, booked my tp. 14th april..... was so excited then. Then i decide to reward myself by going to crystal jade la mian.

But something happened, and i turned pretty moody. Dang. Usually eat la mian very happy but today like no mood to eat. But i still finish the damn big bowl of noodle. 10 bucks lay...+ coke la...
grab some comics at comic connection.

Back at home rot..... think i'll hit the books in a while slack......................................

Life blows..
Gareth Gates - Too serious too soon

I wonder where you are, I wonder what your thinking of tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone, maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder
Dunnoe why i lost your touch
Maybe i wanted to be love too much
Too serious too soon, i wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon, I wanted you to love me
Its been a raining afternoon, now i'm staring at the moon
thinking we got too serious too soon

Thursday, March 17, 2005

The story of a dreamer -Continue (please refer to previous post for the previous story)

"Yes! You really stay beside Uncle Darius?" The beautiful lady asked in delight. Ace nodded his head and replied, "Aye, all my life", he smiled gallantly.

A sudden wave of image hits the beautiful lady and she went into a daze. A strange feeling hit her, the kind of feeling where you feel so familiar about a stranger. "Hey, are you alright?" asked Ace. "Nothing, guess I must have catched a cold, my name is Alice Darenfae, I'm gonna stay at Uncle Darius place while i pursue a degree in physcology at University of Baslen. Its my pleasure to meet you." She replied warmly.

"Really? Cool! My name is Ace Cravensky. I study at University of Baslen too, currently pursuing a degree in Aerospace technology, I wanna be a pilot" Ace appeared excited yet he maintain a cool charm in his voice.

"Come on, I'll show you the way to old uncle darius's place." Ace offered his gentle gesture of help to Alice. As they strolled down the old streets, "Have we met before somewhere?" Both asked simultaneously. Both were shocked and froze on the spot for a second.

"Hahahaha" both laughed like a child. "I guess thats what called telepathy aye" asked Ace. Alice nodded with a blush. "Somehow, i find you very familiar yet I do not remember where did I saw you, have you ever been to Manhatten?" Alice asked.

"Manhatten? I have never ever took a boat out of this broken old town for more then a day! Needless to say Manhatten, haha, did you came here before when you were young?" Ace is wondering where have they two met.

"No, this is the first time I had ever been here, I stayed in Manhatten all my life as my body constiution was weak. My parents would never allow me to venture into somewhere far. Thats strange........ I do find you very familiar, this is getting spooky, haha"Alice gives Ace a funny face.

"Man...shes cute even though she makes a funny face" this was what on Ace's mind. "I guess this was what called fate" Ace bleems.




To be continue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is a better day for me ^_^. I CAN BOOK TP. Yea~ finally lol. gonna get my 2nd license soon i hope. Heng la, did all my parkings pretty sui sui. Then head to jurong point, no comic release this month. I am craving for crystal jade la mian, but I had some mee siam at bbdc, DIET.

Go home, stare at pc... naruto still left quite a bit to download finish, then went to sleep. Awoke by a sms....... got bored, went for a jog. The air is really fresher on the outside.

Came home, RnR(rest and relax) a bit. I found a long lost very very very very distant cousin. Lol.....


Man american idol...... mario is out. I like his charisma, his barritone voice, his cute smile.(ok i know i sound gay but hes good as a performer that something I look up to)

Lindsey......... shes not the best I must say, but shes the prettiest on American Idol, and shes out from www.idolonfox.com.


Nothing to watch on american idol anymore, so much for the more talents this season simon cowell. Theres nothing to watch anymore!

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Backstreet boys.- All I have to give

I dunnoe, what he does to make you cry,
but I'll be there to make you smile.
I dun have a fancy car,
to get to you I walked a thousand miles.
I dun care, If he buys you nice things, does his gift comes from the heart?
I dunnoe, but if you were my girl
I'll make it so we'll never be apart.

But my love is all,
I have to give,
Without u I dun think i can live
I wish i could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give, to you.

When you talk, does it seems like hes not, even litsen to a world you say.
Thats ok babe, just tell me your problems, I try my best to kiss them all away
Does he leaves, when he needs you the most
Does his friends get all your time.

Baby please, I'm on my knees, praying for the day
that you'll be mine.

But my love is all I have to give
Without you I dun thin I can live
I wish I could give the world to you
But love is all I have to give
Toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
The story of a dreamer

*THIS STORY IS FICTIONAL , ANY COINCIDENCE IS UNINTENDED


"I knew I love you before I met you, I think I dream you into life". As Ace walks down the streets, he was singing his favourite song by savage garden. He had a dream the night before, the sweetest dream he ever had.

In the dream, there was this vague figure of a lady that seemed so near yet so far. From the start of the day, the lady was all he could ever think about. He is a dreamer, he knew he lived in a world of fantasy and the word "Love" is very distant to him. Yet he was someone who always longed for love to come into his life.

Ace was not a particuliar attractive man. He is twenty two. He is just any other average joe with an average build and looks. All his life, he had never been in love before. His love was never ever been reciprocated in the past. Yet deep within him, he is a very sentimental and sensetive guy.

As he continues to walk, he suddenly felt a sudden gush of warm breeze brushing across his body. For a moment he stand still. A mysterious hand appeared from behind and tapped his shoulders. He turned around and saw the most elegant and beautiful lady in the world. He was puzzled and asked himself, " Why would such a beautiful lady approach me for?" Yet deep within his soul, he felt this strong emotions that this lady was very familiar to him. "Where did I meet her before?", he wondered.

"Kind Sir, sorry to interrupt you, but I am lost in this neighbourhood. I need to find the location of Dalen Street Apartment Darius, can you help me?." The young lady made her first sentence, and Ace could already feel the sweetness of her voice flowing through his body.

"Apartment Darius? You mean the place where uncle Valen Darius stays? Thats where I'm heading, I just stay besides him." Ace replied with the brightest smile he ever made in his life.



To be Continued.... stay tune!
Something that cheered me up a little tad bit lol...


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Haiz.......today driving very buang, i spent my 100 minutes in the circuit to do all the parkings.... especially vertical parking.... buang ah buang ah buang......i followed the steps i learnt last time but no matter how just cannot go in...........more practice more practice.... i needa book tp fast. Enlistment would be coming soon. Lets hope i can get my license before enlistment or else time gonna be waste to get stable in ns to book tp again.

I suck man......should have chiong finish but just too lazy, leo you suck.


Just a bad day I had I guess......................

/me feeling so freaking moody -___________-
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005


my beloved new 6170 Posted by Hello
Woooooooooooooooot got a new phone, nokia 6170.........TASTE STEEL!
Waiting for test in school, kinda know most of the stuffs already so pretty lazy to do another round of revision.

Boringgggg ........... thats why blog here. Our school canteen actually had some good songs being played so not too bad huh.....

Think i gonna change hp either tonight or tommorrow night, my 5100 really cannot make it already. guess i'll just upgrade my plan to save the hassel to tell every 1 i change to a new line.

Waiting is the sweetest sorroww.............. i wait and wait and wait...................

Monday, March 14, 2005

today went library to revise hrms test tommorrow, but its pretty ok. Heard this song, mario- let me love you, pretty nice and RnB, I'm a retro man but ok this song appeals to me heh.


My dad job cause him to hurt his toe so much so that a side is rot, or rather the skin is gone. Hes down with diabetics, so worried that it'll get worsen and something might happen. But hes a stubborn old man that do not litsen to both of us. Lets hope he can wake up a bit and be more mature so that my mum and I do not say him as much....


ohhhh baby let me love you~ /me sing
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why


If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)


You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Today vocal class, had a change of instructor. My previous instructor Joe Pang is gonna go China and work as a project engineer. Kinda sad la I guess, he is a very good singer, good at playing guitar, good looking, in the end he didnt cut out to be a singer which is his dream and became a project manager. Guess the route to stardom is not as easy as you guys imagine.

Any way the new instructor is the owner of hark music if I'm not wrong. She is a chio bu and a very devoted instructor so aint too bad. A hark music cafe is opening in June and she asked us to audition for singing slots in the cafe. However........ enlistment coming soon, not sure if i am able to get to sing in the cafe.

Also i sooo wanna take part in the Singapore idol this season~ haha..... man screw national service , you fucked my plans so fuck you 2.


Receive SMU phamplet today, I'm pretty sure I can get into it with the amount of cca involvement and my not so bad academic results........I wanna do business management degree...... should i work first or go straight to uni after NS? Man.... someone please show me the sign
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its been like a year since I've blogged. Oh well, feel bored and kinda nothing to do. So I decide to write some life story. Knock out in the first round of Singapore Idol really meant a lot to me, I didnt even get to see dick lee and such.

There are some people who believed in that I can do it.... I thought I could too. Damn it on the fish and co fried fish before the camp and the beer before the audition. I totally lost my voice and i got so paniced that tears are virtually on my eyes when i tried to croon something out of my damn throat. After everything , i felt depressed, lost but then again the world do not stop spinning so I tell myself, for something to happen there bound to be a reason, i just wasnt good enough i guess.

Thus i went for vocal classes at hark music. Have a very hardworking and devoted to music teacher name Joe pang. Hes under the same music management company as Dick lee man. Cool huh. From the classes I realise I am a bass. Ok bass are singers that croon songs in an very low tone something like michael buble and frank sinatra, a jazzy singer. I learnt a lot of dos and donts of singing and I'm mentally prepared to go for the 2nd season of sg idol. However enlistment is around the corner so I'm pretty confuse of how things gonna go.

Academically, I am in human resource spec, with yvonne and theresa same class....... not a gd thing also not a bad thing. But i do miss my old classmates, enyi and zhihong whom i can crap and gavyn whom i can be sacarstic.

Love life........ I so feel so dead hahaha......... didnt went out with any girls for a yr + gonna be 2 yrs soon i guess. But enlistment around the corner, so i dun really wanna go bother about such things any more.

I just wanna graduate smoothly and go enlishment smoothly.

Recent happenings : Went bangkok, the prostitudes are very chio man! The thai girls there are also like woooot.... leet. I dun mind having a thail girlfriend but thats so out of the way at the moment.

Oh yea, knew a cute girl whom she denied being cute on friendster. Ok maybe shes really not cute but from the pic i think shes cute, and she happened to be my friend's classmate. Cool huhhhhh. Cant wait to get to meet her lol.