Arggg, project project project, tests tests and more tests..



When I look at the assignment due/tests dates, i simply love sem 4

Its been a while since I last blog. Did lotsa stuffs like, Orientation for the marketing, econs & finance and accounting people. I did the role of Orientation group leader and had a pretty fun mix of people!

Caught 2 movies too, Wanted and of course BATMAN! Joker is brilliantly played and I like him a lot. Although hes weird well, Whateve that doesn't kill you will only makes you STRANGER! haha

And nevertheless school wise, I have very very interesting lecturers for all my modules this semester, especially for invesment, hes a 股林高手, 100000000000000x better than my Business Finance lecturer! lol And with 5 projects 3 tests 3 exams coming, I think I'll need to play less, study more and work more.

All in all, it has been a very busy, not so pleasent week with some pleasent moments. =)

幸福不是每一天都有
错过以后要等很久很久
别让你的快乐在我怀中变成泡沫
至少我们依然是朋友
如果我不适合握你的手
带着我的祝福好好的过
藏起心痛我想我还能忍受
这点寂寞用最沉默的温柔
微笑对你挥挥手
if you cry 我会明白
if you smile 我也会温暖
走累了
if you don't mind 和我坐下来看看天的蓝
if you cry 还有我在
if you try 陪你等待
你永远不会孤单
有个人只为了你存在

Bought a Card with the what characteristic does a person with the name Leo has.
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Name: Leo (利奥)

Origin : Lation
Meaning : Bold Lion

Characteristics : Suggest a Strong but gentle, ambitious but tactless, passionate but melancholic guy.
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Wow. I'm everything except tactless hah

I guess the only thing I can do now is to make myself become a better man.

Here are some things (shit not S.M.A.R.T at all lol) to help me achieve this goal (I'm putting my WIL into use!)

1) To lose more fatssss
2) To do well for my projects test and exams.
3) To be nice to my family and friends
4) To learn to cook more dishes
5) To try to do more meaningful things (like help out @ orphanage)
6) To try to help anyone whenever I can
7) To be more conscious about the world and try to save it by using less plastic bags/electricity/water etc.
8) To be more frugal

KTV @ Halo Bar @ Ngee Ann Polytechnic yesterday was good. Sang from 6 till 1130 at ngee ann halo bar. Kudos to all those who went! =).

Lets have another session pretty soon, i havent sang all the emo retro songs i knew hah.

I feel for this song 'wait for you'

"So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life"

I really don't know what else I can do except for waiting... but for the rest of my life? I don't think I'm that noble....but I'll wait as long as I can.

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you


So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do


Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

It has been a crazy 4 days since school start.

Had my first few lectures of Work Integrated Learning, certain sections are interesting but certain sections are boring as hell. And I've my first 2 projects due date already! (1 in first week of Aug, 1 in last week of Aug).

Yesterday was the networking session for the freshies to make more friends. This time round, I basically just go down see see look look and talk with some people. I never really did go around asking for contacts. So in the end, I didn't have much contacts but its ok.

Boring Sunday, spent the day working on WIL individual assignment and slept a few hours. Mum opened a can of abalone for dinner! So damn full now.

I think I gonna sleep soon too, sleeping is the only time I feel at peace with my mind or when I'm doing project. But I'm too lazy to carry on working with my project.

Julia recommended me this song "Glory of Love" Its the 1st song on my playlist now.

Its a very very nice song for couples in love I guess.

Theres this part of the song which I really like a lot.

"I am a man who will fight for your honor"

I feel for this song man. If I do get myself a girlfriend someday (maybe become monk), I wanna be a man who can fight for her honor =)

BBmak - Ghost Of You and Me

Ghost of You and Me
What am I supposed to do with all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what i do
Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go, when will that night be over

Chorus:
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
Well one of them is mine
Raising my glass I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why the stars don't seem to guide me
(chorus repeated)

Bridge
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over
(chorus to fade out)

3 Tips You Wish You Know Earlier Before You Go Into Any Type of Relationship

by Cucan Pemo

If you are in a relationship right now, or are thinking of going into one, there are 3 very important tips you should know and questions you should ask yourself before you ever get yourself into a relationship. This could save you from a lot of heartache and pain when you are involved in a love relationship.

(1) Your lover does not owe you your happiness, peace or joy.
Happiness is a state of mind we choose to have. All of your happiness, and all of your suffering, are created by you and they do not come from outside of you, or from others. Before you go into any type of relationship, ask yourself these questions: "Do I really, really, really know how to walk away from disappointment and fear? Will I be able to find the person that I am now even after I go into this relationship and begin a new way of life?" In short, you should not be dependent on your partner on your emotional needs. You yourself are responsible for your own feelings and creating positive experiences for both your partner and you whenever you are together.

(2) Love your partner for who they are.
No one in this world is perfect. One day you will find your partner doing certain things or saying certain things that will hurt you, disappoint you or anger you. Before you go into any type of relationship, you have to ask yourself:"Will I be able to love my partner for who they are. If I am unhappy or angry with something they have said or done, willI be able to recognize my unhappiness or anger as against their speech, actions and behavior, and not against their persons?"

(3) Will I be able to love myself as much as I love my partner?
If you cannot love yourself, how are you going to give love to another? This is a mistake most people make when they gointo a relationship. They become over-obsessive with what they can give to their partners and what they can do for their partners. To ensure a fulfilling relationship, you have to learn to take care of your own needs as well. A true partner or lover is one who will make sure that you do not become too dependent on them. You are responsible for your own feelings and your own emotional needs too. You are a beautiful being. So, take care of yourself, love yourself, treat yourself to all the good things in life too, and dothe same to your partner. Very soon you will find true love always coming your way without any effort on your part!

As always, if you are encountering problems in your relationship, try to dissolve all of your problems in love. And you'll be sure you are on your way to a peaceful and fulfilling relationship!

What do you do when you miss someone?