I blame it on fate, I blame it on destiny, I blame it on the time, I blame it on myself.

Hi guys, i dunnoe who reads my blog, but whoever reads it hello to you.

What do you think about a 21 years old man having a crush? Is it strange? Is it weird? Is it stupid? Is the guy gay?

I personally felt that its quite strange for a 21 yr old guy to have a crush, although many of my friends says its natural.

Crush are for kids >> thats how I feel.

Crush are meant for little boys and little girls who felt in love at first sight and start their puppy love.

Ok ok, I didn't had a puppy love. I didnt had any love before.

So is it alright for me to have a crush? Some say yes, I say no.

Trying to curb what is feeling within me by work, music, game and sports.

But I get emotions of jealousy, anger, frustration and confusion now and then which is disturbing me.

Is falling in love a good sign? No... is it something people gonna go thru.....not really.

I dunch even know what I'm saying anymore.

If only I didn't met her....

I would be the same old me playing world of warcraft everyday and doing sports and alternatively music.

After meeting her,

I spend most of my time thinking of her.

But I doubt she feels this way as I do.

Well we aint close with each other, we aint know each other much, doubt there are many fanatics that would think the way like I do.

Ok.......I'm sick.........

Shoot me!

BANG!

Its been a long long long long while since I've been updating my blog. I'm still playing wow... haha even got my own guild. Revelation on Barthilas Server.

But I'm very into music still, got into a music workshop and knew 3 cute girls. They are very friendly and yea we spent our monday evening together in hark music cafe.

Havent really been to the music cafe for quite some time, yea its pretty cool. A very nice chill out place.

I'm still in national service, still fat, still alive still the same old me.

I'll promise better updated posts the next round. I'm gonna get my sgt rank soon, prolly in 1-2 months time. I HOPE. Unless my manager bastarded me then....ahhh..

Wanna start a jogging regime to cut down my weight, dun have the determination. Well, soon I will start! 20km per week!