Hi guys, i dunnoe who reads my blog, but whoever reads it hello to you.

What do you think about a 21 years old man having a crush? Is it strange? Is it weird? Is it stupid? Is the guy gay?

I personally felt that its quite strange for a 21 yr old guy to have a crush, although many of my friends says its natural.

Crush are for kids >> thats how I feel.

Crush are meant for little boys and little girls who felt in love at first sight and start their puppy love.

Ok ok, I didn't had a puppy love. I didnt had any love before.

So is it alright for me to have a crush? Some say yes, I say no.

Trying to curb what is feeling within me by work, music, game and sports.

But I get emotions of jealousy, anger, frustration and confusion now and then which is disturbing me.

Is falling in love a good sign? No... is it something people gonna go thru.....not really.

I dunch even know what I'm saying anymore.

If only I didn't met her....

I would be the same old me playing world of warcraft everyday and doing sports and alternatively music.

After meeting her,

I spend most of my time thinking of her.

But I doubt she feels this way as I do.

Well we aint close with each other, we aint know each other much, doubt there are many fanatics that would think the way like I do.

Ok.......I'm sick.........

Shoot me!

BANG!