Insecurities overcome me. So much so it hurts.

I hate myself for being me. I need to have a lighter view of life. I need to stop litsening to all the emo songs that i've been litsening to.

I need to laugh more, I need to go out more, I need to change for a better self.

Always cant seem to have proper control of myself.

Must be that time of the month again for me.

Just feeling extremely blue now........