Yesterday was student council's first ever dinner and dance. It was ok, the food is a normal wedding dinner course, feels like i'm attending a wedding haha. The emcees tried very hard, i laughed quite a bit but i was hoping that the humour was not so degrading, can't we have higher standards of humour? lol. Lotsa funny game and of course some prizes to be won etc.







But there wasnt really much true bonding so as to say. I prefer the old school way of having chalet and make everyone play games together to foster a sense of togetherness, maybe thats why I still feel a bit lost in the council nowadays, I dun really know where i belong, as in I do not have any proper clique now. Ok, I used to just randomly mixed around too but it seems like I don't even know who I can randomly mixed with now, haha. Its like I used to be 'new' so its ok to mix around with random cliques of people to hang out with. Now it feels weird to randomly mixed with people especially the latest batch. Maybe I feel like i'm being 'intrusive' if i do.

My secondary school gang has also been leaving me out for activities prolly because i've been turning them down due to my 'busyness' @ sch, and I only get to see them like once in a few months.

I don't know man, now the only proper clique that i can fall on is my uni clique cause we mug together, eat together, go classes together just that we don't sleep together haha. But we also have our different commitments and shedules so there are still a lot of times we cant do 'stuffs' together.


So now I've no girlfriend, lost my group identity and wonder who i really am.

Is this the so call quarter-life crisis? hahaha