sleepness night has got me bad, was thinking of tons and tons of stuffs and was thinking of ranting about my emoness in the blog while doing the nyp modeling work just now... no its not me getting emo about a particular person, its about me in general and its much more den simple issues of getting dejected ands stuffs.

but i guess theres no point for me to rant or to emo, maybe i just want some people to talk to, but who? I guess most people had heard my rantings enough and i feel bad enough to disturb any of them especially when they have their own issues too.

hai sian, maybe just back to my self denial in warhammer online.

If only i could find the meaning to life.