today is just another dull day, had cma tutorial.... den realise... lecture was cancelled due to e learning, and needa study more cma and more cma....but aiya... kinda bored... study a couple o hr and went outside club house to stone..... simply because.... i have no key..... haha.... there was this magnum force girl there..... she looks kinda cute man! haha..... too bad......just to see @___@ =).... training was kinda sad today, a lot of people werent at the training, guys gers, both a lot never come.... isit because of test? projects..... hope can see more people the next training, cause theres only 3 school training left till exams........ then will be trg camp, intensive trg...... ooooooohhhhhh, wondering if i'm gonna get the ivp jacket..... its ok if i dunch get... but i really wish i could get 1, after all.... i've tried to be very commited to the team. But i know there are many that are as commited as i am or even more...... but i just wish i had a chance to get it.

got a test tomolo... i wish i can do better this time round... or else i'm really gonna face straight Ds this sem... which i dont want~ >_< at least let me have a B or 2... i dun bear hope to see any As this sem... i havent seen any As last sem too.... only during my 1st sem... sigh......study sucks

sigh... someone told me... "definitely there are a lot of people that likes her" yea... i know that too... i'm just 1 of the many.... thinking of this.... how many chance would i fair..... haha...... maybe... i'm just not destined to hv a gf...... my love life sucked for 18 yrs.... going to 19 soon........ haha...... sometimes i think back of the things that happened to me.................what can i do other den to laugh at it..... i'm not valentino.... i'm no all girls favourite..... but sometimes i really wish i had someone by my side that care for me, loves me and cherish me..... but this is very distant like a dream too....

haha.... today blog write very long because..... simply.... i'm bored, not much people to chat with now, all got tests to study.... only i'm still slacking... wth.... rest a bit more i gonna study too.....


"But my love is all i have to give
without you i dont think i can live
i wish i could give the world to you
but love is all i have to give.......
to you..."