Wednesday, October 08, 2003

today is a very tiring day, well everyday seems like a tiring day to me... =)... woke up rather early, on my way to mrt, saw valerie, so gotta had the honour to go to sch wif her =).... the 1st thing i remind her of.... was cma test of today....haha.... do i really look so cma? maybe because i looks cmi..... oh well.... haha..... had 2 boring tutorials.... tried very hard to stay awake.... and just when i wanna go library after that to revise for my test..... i fall asleep in da fooking library..... haha.... nice place to sleep....... and when i woke up, my classmates and i were joking with one another la... i guess we're all lovesick.... a bunch of lovesick guys.... what to do other then treat our experience as a joke and laugh at it? hah..... but this shudnt be the case... we aint bad guys..... there are far worse guys out there who has girls showering them wif love..... WE DESERVE A GAL haha............. but love never comes easy....... it cant be rush or forced.............. maybe god is just being unfair....maybe god dont like me, maybe cupid dislikes me....... maybe it was a wrong for me to ever like girls...... but at least i'm still strong and surviving...... leo is gonna stay strong..... true love never comes easy, some people spent their whole life searching for true love, maybe i'll become 1 of those people.... who spend my whole life searching for love and to be loved.......awl......... i hate to get emotional....... but i cant deny i am.... haiz..... oh well..... after that took the stupid cma test..... i think i did it correctly .... i hope i did it correct..... i pray i did it correctly..... oh yea.... god bless...... boring nite ahead.... =\

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