skipped ief tutorial today, was feeling quite tired and my hips still hurt.... but still must go school to do my freaking project.. damn.... why are there so many projects, bull shit.

Maybe i should try to be a little bit happier, cause i realise i've got a lot of friends that care. Shes not exactly ignoring me anymore, even if i'm back to square one..... at least shes not ignoring anymore. So i should try to appreciate life a little bit more. Just came across a website celest forward me, about love, very true and very real.

In your life, you will meet 4 people
1- yourself
2- Someone you love
3- Someone that love you
4- Someone you can spend your life with

sadly.... the last 3 people usually aint the same person.

The one you love, usually dont loves you
The one that love you, usually aint the one you love
The one that you spend your life with usually is just someone happened to be at the right place at the right time.

Love does not mean possess, if you really love someone, letting go when she dont loves you is the right thing to do, do not obstruct the freedom of hers in search of someone she really love.


Looking at the webby, i felt angry at life...... why must god instill this emotion called as love to us human being, and let there be so much sufferings, hurtings and pains. Yea theres happy endings, but how many happy endings are there compared with those that got so hurt in love? i donch know if my faith in love will be as strong as before, i used to feel that love is a wonderful thing dispite it being so hurting.... but i can feel i'm slowly losing faith in love... let it be, let it be....