today is a fruitful day man, went to sch do gym in da noon with jiansen, maybe very long nv workout, or because havent fully recovered, had difficulty or rather do gym until very shiong. Sigh sch reopening, trg resuming, gotta train back man. After that went sakae buffet wif grace joyce yq and treddy, didnt ate as much as i ate wif da guys. But still ate quite a bit, i'm growing fat @@. After that i went to join the guys for scary movie 3! woot......

COMEDY RATING 10/10
MEANING 0/10

haha yea, its a meaningless comedy, however if u want a good laff, man this is the show. THIS SHOW IS THE ONE!
feeling tired now.......shagged ~

New wish list:
FANG HAO WEN as my girlfriend! Muhahaha

You're a Caramel!! You are known for your
sweetness. You are comfortable with yourself,
and help others feel the same way about
themselves. You are generally friendly to
everyone, and believe in second chances.


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wats da worst thing that can happen to you? Sick on medication and nthing to do at home.....- ___ - .......... screwed

i've feel bloated from drinking herbal tea this few days, but who ask my sickness dun wanna recover~ =_=. Feel so lazy to go for self pract and evaluation.......i guess let me enjoy my hols, wait sch start den go la hor? haha i'm freaking lazy! Some one died again frm riding the other day! -___-........my mum loves to scare me wif such news -_-

been sick for the last 2 days, feeling rather or i mean very crappy, cant seem to do anything, just feeling sick and more sick. @_@. Downloaded mandy the song from westlife. In da song, the singer craze for the time he spent wif this mandy and regretted letting her go. Well this song................................

Did not hook me back of any memories. Hah, at least...... i've nv really been in luv yet to me. No gers to make me regret letting go. Or rather, there aint really gers thats nice to me until i regret nv go after her la. haha

Just feel the music of the song is nice, well people go ahead and download it, its nice to litsen yea.

New year coming, many wishes hope to fulfill.

New year wishes:
Become fitter
Become more handsome
Become richer
Become cleverer
Get a gf
Get a few As next sem
Get my licenses
Get A new pc is possible
Get More medals at june race
Get all da things i wanna get

Westlife- Mandy
I remember all my life
raining down as cold as ice.
Shadows of a man,
a face through a window cryin' in the night,
the night goes into
Morning just another day;
happy people pass my way.
Looking in their eyes,
I see a memory I never realized how happy you made me.
Oh Mandy well,
you came and you gave without taking,
but I sent you away.
Oh, Mandy well,
you kissed me and stopped me from shaking,
and I need you today.
Oh, Mandy!

I'm standing on the edge of time;
I've walked away when love was mine.
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing,
the tears are in my mind and nothin' is rhyming.

Oh Mandy well,
you came and you gave without taking,
but I sent you away.
Oh, Mandy well,
you kissed me and stopped me from shaking,
and I need you today.
Oh, Mandy!

Yesterday's a dream
I face the morning
Crying on a breeze
The pain is calling
Oh Mandy
Well, you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away oh, Mandy
Well, you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today Oh, Mandy
you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away oh, Mandy
Well, you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you

Oh, Mandy won't you listen to what I'm gonna say
Oh, Mandy don't you let me going all the way
Oh, Mandy won't you listen to what I'm gonna say
And I need you today
Oh, Mandy

Hohohoho, merry xmas every body! heh, yest xmas eve was really a super hectic day man, mostly because i'm down with fever. But i dun wish to pang seh my friends, so dispite my fever i went over to nich's house wif the other guys for da bbq on nich! I brought along tau sa pia i bought from penang la haha. His house is fucking big! So many stuffs to do, with 2 pc, 1 ps 1 tv 1 dvd player , mahjong and risk! I learnt how to play mahjong yest nite, we played from 3am till 8am? den i manage to get 2 hrs of sleep sia.....was really feeling like dying liao esp wif my fever, heng got george lorry drive us to jurong east den i got home and sleep till now! Haha but aint feeling its a sufficient rest though, still feeling kinda restless but i cant get myself to sleep anymore man. Hope tml can wake up later.

I hv no mood to go for my bike evaluation man, die sia haha i'm so damn lazy...budden.. i cant get a bike even if i pass....partly because on my mother side, and i'm starting to afraid..... i just feel, theres so much things left undone for me yet. Haiya.... walk 1 step look 1 step.

Another news is that, my mum is ending her business due to conflict wif her partner, is she jobless? No..... shes gonna work at ngee ann polytechnic canteen 1 as a chief cook for the veg rice stall taking charge of every1 ard the stall. Maybe i can get to eat cheaper or free lunch next time le. Yea! haha =)

i'm goin penang already, miss me people =P!

hey every1! Tonite i'm leaving for penang le...... haha kinda excited, 1st time going.... hope will be a gd experience bah! Every 1, dunneed to miss me! i'll be back next monday ard 8pm! want souvenirs? Treat me nicer! and ask ok, cause i got too many friends, u dun ask, i lazy to buy also!

BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, thats how i'm feeling. Last few days has been a bore, camp at home play temple of elemental evil, just manage to complete it by surrendering to the darkside of the game, pathetic...but i tried fighting the boss and was killed like ikan bilis. Maybe i go retrain a new party and go own the boss!.

*PS can u all sense my loneliness?

*Show me the feeling of being lonely, is this the feeling i need to walk wif, tell me why i cant be there where u are, theres something missing in my heart..........

The backspace key! You are happy in life and you
will be happy enough to help anyone at all and
the backspace key helps a lot of people by
correcting thier mistakes.
Thank's for taking my quiz!


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well.... i'm bored bored bored bored bored bored ......~

*A very boring... erh...bored guy

Had trg again today, maybe very long nv run thats why after the run i felt giddy, or maybe its da milk i drank b4 the trg, cause i felt better after vomitting out. Oh well training is quite ok today, just did a lot of 500m with twisting. Den after trg i went over to sherwin place cause want him to burn lotr for me. HE DOWNLOAD 1 PART WRONG! In the end i only can burn temple of evil from him. Then go join derrick they all for dinner........ then for the 1st time... i played bowling. Played like shit, hit the drains a couple o time... well... i'm still learning hey! As a result of course rookie me lost , den need to do push up, next time dun play bowling with em liao! haha

i'm feeling very very very very very bored recently..... maybe because there aint much gals to chat wif, quite confused of the state i'm in. I feel like i'm fond of someone but den again, i feel i'm not really fond but aiya....i'm in a dilema. I just hope i can know her better, understand her more b4 i do anything. Budden again, even as friends, i dun really get a chance to chat with her or anything... its like shes always busy. Haha.... just my luck i guess. I'm really darn bored..... someone save me~ =
*Send someone to love me, i need to rest in arms, keep me safe from harm in pouring rain~
-Better man, robbie williams

Well yesterday was an eventful day, 1st went to seoul to celebrate bday of the 4 big boys, kit,kai,masa and air. Made quite a din, den roam around jurong point for a while. They wanted to go nich's house to ton, budden i already promised my teammates/friends to go down zouk so i went home instead and went zouk later on. Tonite zouk was damn crowded man, prolly because of the ntu bash, everywhere from the dance floor to the bar tender, its flooded with people. Can u imagine at some point of time i was squeeze until, forced to stand there? So kanasai man, however ard 130 or so, can see the crowd getting a little bit lesser, but at that time, the music aint exactly my type. Luckily at ard 2+ the songs slowly changed to the ones i like man. After that went supper, the supper is fucking horrible, will nv ever go there for supper anymore haha.

*How do you call yourself a mambo nite dancer when u dunch know the dance moves?

well.... blogger was down yesterday, so i blogged this morning, or rather afternoon hah.... yest went sentosa, not very promising , went there and it rained like nobody business, so never do much stuff, no pretty gers no sun no nthing..... can say its an fuck up going out. Well my friend's bike got into an accident the day b4 these, luckily he and the passenger are alright only the bike end up wif some scratches, what a scary experience my friends had..... guess i really wouldnt get a bike.....at least not when i've so much in life that i havent experience b4........i wanna stay alive haha

You're mostly a good person. You're good
most of the time, but you know how to be bad.
;)



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Poseidon


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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once again i am very bored........ i'm sick of the games i played and i'm broke... luckily tml got trg tts something to get off me~.... sian sian ah sian sian ah sian sian sian sian sian

PS* y there aint any gals asking me out~? humph ~ XD

Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a
good communicator. Incredibably loving and
loyal when your trust is gained and you are
fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is
in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river
but nobody truly knows you.


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hehe...... so as the quizila says....... i should date gemini babes. OK GEMINI BABES OUT THERE REPORT STRENGTH! haha...........if theres any girls wanna go out on a date wif me, i wouldnt mind i guess....... i havent been out on a date like...for eons? =p hehe PS:i'm fucking bored...........

You should be dating a Gemini
21 May - 20 June
This mate is inquisitive, entertaining and
charming, liberal, broad-minded and youthful.
Though Gemini has a tendency to be impatient,
gossipy and sometimes irritable, this twin has
the ability to expresses his or her pent up
emotions during sex!


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."

The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.

As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.


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You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Disney movie! What the HELL are you doing taking
this quiz, Goldilocks?! You're not a very
sexual person...in fact, you're probably a
virgin. You'd be better off trying your hand at
voice-overs for a Saturday morning cartoon.


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today is rather a boring day, basically i slept the day thru until 4+ la haha.... den ken woke me up and ask me to join em at jurong point. Got there then they say want to watch movie....... so just go lo. Got ken me llyod derrick linda jessica and joyce. B4 movie.....i played ddr la..... haha....so long nv play still can play not bad.... rather shocked myself too haha. Then watched duplex.........1 of the most horrible show i ever watched... my 6.50 -_________-

been feeling rather empty nowadays....lonely? i still got my friends. Nthing to do? i got tons of stuff to do. I wanna find a girl friend.... haha....

but some how................i dun feel for any1 anymore.

Some tell me: you havent met the rite 1

Personally: i'm someone who fall in luvs easily b4...........somehow i changed..... i really changed..... being afraid of many things....many many things.

Hope i'll eventually end up with some nice girl~ hope.... lol

aboh u can find me at shao lin monastery!

Bah ni de shuang shou ju zai kong zhong~ he quan shua lai hen qing song!

today is the finals of river regatta 2003, ngee ann polytechnic got

Gold Mix IVP
Silver Female IVP
Bronze Men IVP

and i rowed in men ivp so i got myself a bronze medal. However, we lost to ntu and nyp. Something that a lot of us were shock off, but many of them said it was due to the lane arrangement and such things wont happened next race. This is not my last regatta, so its not too big a set back for me. Although it still affected me. But to the year 3s, this is their last regatta...............unable to fulfill their dreams of obtaining a gold medal for that event really makes me feel guilty. Why i dont have more strength to pull even harder? So what if other teams got a better lane? Why am i so limited?

To those year 3s: i'm sorry we're unable to get gold for you, but i can assure you i had give 200% of myself during the race.

To the other curent teammembers: after today, it is the past. WE SHALL BRING MORE GLORY AND HONOR BACK TO NGEE ANN NEXT YEAR!

After the race, every 1 settled down and go for the race dinner..... quite lotsa cock stuffs happened. Haha..... yea...... then went home.

A memorable day indeed. =)

TODAY IS THE 1ST DAE OF RIVER REGATTA 2003. NGEE ANN DID WELL WITH 5 TEAMS GOING TO SEMIS AND FINALS.

However......................... our national mix..................................... we lost...................its a set back but i believe it will only push us to go further and row even harder to win back whats lost!

I rowed for ngee ann team B and IVP men. I believe i will row back the same team tomolo. I HAVE FAITH IN EVERYONE WHERE WE WILL DO OUR LONG HARD PULL AND PULL AWAY FROM OTHERS!

WE MUST WIN. I WANT MY FIRST MEDAL. I M REALLY VERY HUNGRY FOR IT. AT LEAST MY PASS 1 YEAR OF DRAGON BOATING HAVE NOT GONE INTO WASTE!

Teammates! Trust me! i will row with 200% with my every stroke even until till the very last stroke! I rather row and go face green green or tio asthma! I JUST WANT TO WIN!

sigh... i'm down with food poisoning.... i also dunnoe what wrong stuff i ate...... tmd..... race is so near i got food poisoning, i have 2 days to recover! I WILL RECOVER! I MUST RECOVER! god bless me =\

count down: 3 more days to race....
feeling: WE WILL WIN
hope: I get to row in ivp and men open
Pray: i'll get a few gold medals for the first time in my life

Life's been boring this few days, play game go out trg...... nthing much.
I think i need to find a gf, lol let it be after race....... budden.....i feel i dunnoe how to like any1 else anymore.
Zhe me ban? some angel please come steal my heart! hahahah =)

Its been very long since i last post on this bloggy..... well...... thought i dont want to blog anymore but somehow... i got damn bored! no one to chat with me....... wah lau.... why liddat....... ~ race is nearing, but somehow our boat isnt performing up to our normal standard. This can not do! Ai zai! i believe we will make our name at this regatta! 5 more days count down to the actual race, 1 last training is all we have. I really dun feel like thinking anything more, just want to concentrade on winning this race!!!!!!!!!!

CHALLENGE EVERYTHING!

just got back from db trg camp, so just guess i type something down.... its very tiring, very mental/physically demanding. Fun? hmmm so so. Food? soso . overall nv really enjoyed it, afterall... its a trg camp..... well theres still many trgs ahead gotta bite my teeth and train hard if i wanna get into da boat =)

i am very touched by my brothers...... everyone want to come over my hse and accompany me now even though they lived miles away..... i really felt like crying....... thx guys..... thx for being there when i needed someone......my true brothers =)

You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.


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Robbie william- better man

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe & warm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I feel the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul
Heals the shame
I will grow
Through this pain
Lord I'm doing
All I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conciense
Cos it's not my fault
I know I've been told
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul
Heals the shame
I will grow
Through this pain
Lord I'm doing
All I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover you're home bound
Love is all around, love is all around
I know some have fallen on stoney ground
But love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe & warm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I feel the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul
Heals the shame
I will grow
Through this pain
Lord I'm doing
All I can
To be a better man

Wo zai shen bian

xing xing gua zai tian bian
jiu xiang meng xiang lai bu ji shi xian
ba guo qu xiang le yi bian, xiang qi juan lian ni de zuo tian
deng dai shi jiu le yi xie, shi jian cheng mo de guo le ji nian
wo zai shen bian, ni zhe me kan bu jian
bie rang ci xin de shou hou, kan bu dao zhong dian
wo zai shen bian, xi wang zui hou ni neng gou fa xian
wo neng ge ni de wen rou, jing de qi kao yan

today is a rainy day, somehow on rainy days... i just felt more blue den usual.... on my way home... saw a kid and his mum.... the kid is mentally handicapped and the mum i can see that shes not a happy mother... they both do not wish such thing to happen, i felt sorry for them.

Why God created humans in the first place? Whats our true meaning in life? To live life to the fullest? To be a happy person? If god really love his people, why are there so much sufferings, are humans puppets played by god for his entertainment?
Why cant he bless us and let us lead a happy life?

today after lesson, i and my class guys had a good talk, we talked for an hr + or so.... and its all about girls.... guess we're all very troubled about our love life........ we're the sufferers of love.

One of em said...."when the one your fond of gets with another guy, technically speaking... you will want to wish her happiness with him, but somehow you will wish that you are the one instead of that guy"

Yea... this is very true... i really wish that..... if with him she can be happy....but same time...... i also wished that i could be the guy that takes care of her everything. If she ever end up with him and shes not happy. I'll be 100 times worse then her...... sometimes i just wish.... i can wake up forget everything, but everytime i woke up, the 1st thing i thought about is her.

"i could see i love you, it hurts me deep in my heart"

when would this heartache ever cease.........

today got back my 2nd cma test paper... i pass la, but not very well done... but i at least i passed, haha.....
then got home.... nothing to do, den i saw linda's nick gun bounding..... @____@.. i rem downloading it.... nothing to do so i reg it.... and i play...... wah lau.... from 12pm play till 10 pm lo..... haha.... still havent advance in rank......sheesh.... damn.... haha... no 1 willing to spare me items orh..... gonna start from scratch moiself.... but guess i shouldnt play this much.... lotsa other stuffs to do....

meet you, requires luck
love you, how much courage do i need?
insignificant me only litsen to myself.....
the world doesnt allow a miracle to happen

somebody say i should forget about you
but i rather forget that i'm so naive....
if i ever lose you....
what good will it be to please the whole world?
i tried to make the world stop dispite of everything....
in exchange for a determination to you
in the end...
its still together or seperation
at least thats sign that i loved b4

somebody say i should give up
its easier to be regretful then to be stubborn
the hardest thing is the losing of the ability to love
suffering in loneliness....

the whole whole world is waiting for me
looking at you....
let me kiss you and fall in love with you......

today, dunnoe to count myself lucky or unlucky, went for self practice for my bike today, it rained la..... its good in a sense that, if on my test date it rains, at least i wont be so gan chiong. den i rushed for my training, training was quite shag, just at the last moment when trg ends.... i actually slipped from the steps and dropped inside the water. sounds ok eh... but i had so many cuts.... and my left hand , a part of the palm the skin actually were rub away.... now my hands reminds me of freddy vs jason.. my toe too.... the same toe that got injured when at sentosa is injured again....what a coincidence... think i cant do any running for a short period till my toe recover.... hope it'll recover b4 exams.... ok it will!!!!

but actually my back is also feeling very stressed nowadays..... i run a bit and it starts to hurts... i guess my back can rest for a real good time, den i'll be back in action =)

i really dun understand how girls think.... i aint some valentino that can understand well, i'm just a stupid down 2 earth guy......i thought she dunch really care if i'm dead or alive... maybe i'm wrong....maybe like my friend said, shes afraid that i might get the wrong idea... yea... after all.... its all 1 sided... but somehow i really wish that she could expressed a little bit more concern towards me....

i came upon the 'da ryan' in guan hong's friendster... guan hong say i lookch like him in certain angles... hmmm really? lol hes a charming hunk.... i'm not....

then came upon his gf friendster.... she loves him so much....... see already also envious... haha

if only i 'm really like 'da ryan', scoring so many As, Ads, so successful in his cca.... and has a gf thats so pretty, rich and loves him so much........

i'll be the happiest man in the world.. haha.......


" 1, ur like a dream come true
2, jus wanna be with u
3, ger its plain to see, that your the only 1 for me
4, repeat steps 1 thru 3
5 make you fall in love with me
if ever i believe my work is done,
den i'll start back at 1....."

haha... hey..... today is nt exactly a bad day , had quite a bit of stuffs.... went for the ngee ann 40 rounds thingy.... helped librarian to run.... we got 4th la... haha but all we got were 2 towels.... lol.... kinda pathetic

den i went jurong point, bought a laughing buddha ornament as present for my mum bday.... and she actually got us to go eat chicken rice la..... i had chicken rice for so many days... die... i scare of chicken now.....

haha den i watch freddy vs jason vcd..... wooooooooooooot....... damn song..... blood fly here fly there........ haha i should count myself lucky not to meet up with such villians that would kill me.. i'm so thankful to be alive, to do so many things i want =).

yesterday during presentation.... one of my classmates talked about marriage, " marriage is just to get a cert for legal means"... its quite true in some sense... but have people really got so modern to forget about true value and meaning of marriage?

i always believed in marriage is the holy union of 2 lovers where they have reach upon a point that they entrust their whole life to the other party" for better of for worse, for wealthy or for poor, for healthy or for sick". Nowadays people treat marriage as just a game, sex as just an enjoying process....... maybe its really feels good.... but i always believed in sex after marriage... i believe sex is the most intimate thing to do in the world.... and such act can be only performed with someone u can entrust ur whole life with...... maybe the y generation people may laugh that i'm some orbit old fashion loser...... but i've just wanna maintain my traditional values.... at least when i marry my wife.... i know that shes someone i cant live without and i' can say it confidently.... " i'll love you all my life and you can hv no doubts in my words"

=)


"i hope that you r the one i share my life with,
and i wish that you could be the one i die wtih,
and i pray in ur the one i build my home with......
i hope i love you all my life"

today is quite a hectic day, had debate and presentation den trg, think all nv do well...... gonna do better next time.

As i alight from the bus i saw a phrase " Success only comes to those who never give up"..... such a familiar phrase yet so distant...... leo.... u used to be such a guy that never gives up easily, in many things, how come u've change.... why do u let go so easily? wheres ur optimistic self that makes u never gives up at all times.

I am searching back my die hard self.... the one that never gives up no matter how harsh, what troubles i face.... leo is gonna turn stronger.... and hopes success to come to him eventually 1 day.... in things he believed in

if ur nt the 1 den why does my soul feel glad today.....
if ur nt the 1 den why does my hand fits urs this way....
if u r not mine den why does ur heart return my call......
if u r not mine would i have the strength to stand at all......
i nv know what the future brings, but i know that this much is true....
we'll make it thru and i hope u r the 1 i share my life with

i dun wanna run away but i cant take it
i dun understand... if i'm nt made for u
den why does my heart tell me that i am
is there anyway that i can stay in ur arms....

if i dunneed u den why m i crying on my bed
if i duneed u den why does ur name resound in my head
if ur not for me then why does this distance maim my life....
if ur not 4 me then why does i dream of u... as my wife...

i dunnoe why ur so far away, but i know that this much is true...
we'll make it thru...
and i hope u r the one i share... my ... life with
and i wish that you could be the 1 ... i ... die ...with
and i pray in ur the 1 i... build ... my ...home...with
i hope... i luv u all my life

i dun wanna run away
but i cant take i dun understand
if i'm not made for u den why does my heart tell me that i am
is there anyway tt i can stay.
in ur arms.....

cause i miss you.......
body and soul so strong
that it takes my breath away....
and i breathe u, into my heart and pray for the strength
to stand today
cause i love you
whether its wrong i rite....
and though i cant be with you tonite... and know my heart is by urside.....

i dun wanna run away
but i cant take it, i dun understand
if i'm not made for u, den why does my heart, tell me tt i am... is there anyway
that i can stay....
in ur arms........

today is a very tiring day, well everyday seems like a tiring day to me... =)... woke up rather early, on my way to mrt, saw valerie, so gotta had the honour to go to sch wif her =).... the 1st thing i remind her of.... was cma test of today....haha.... do i really look so cma? maybe because i looks cmi..... oh well.... haha..... had 2 boring tutorials.... tried very hard to stay awake.... and just when i wanna go library after that to revise for my test..... i fall asleep in da fooking library..... haha.... nice place to sleep....... and when i woke up, my classmates and i were joking with one another la... i guess we're all lovesick.... a bunch of lovesick guys.... what to do other then treat our experience as a joke and laugh at it? hah..... but this shudnt be the case... we aint bad guys..... there are far worse guys out there who has girls showering them wif love..... WE DESERVE A GAL haha............. but love never comes easy....... it cant be rush or forced.............. maybe god is just being unfair....maybe god dont like me, maybe cupid dislikes me....... maybe it was a wrong for me to ever like girls...... but at least i'm still strong and surviving...... leo is gonna stay strong..... true love never comes easy, some people spent their whole life searching for true love, maybe i'll become 1 of those people.... who spend my whole life searching for love and to be loved.......awl......... i hate to get emotional....... but i cant deny i am.... haiz..... oh well..... after that took the stupid cma test..... i think i did it correctly .... i hope i did it correct..... i pray i did it correctly..... oh yea.... god bless...... boring nite ahead.... =\

today is just another dull day, had cma tutorial.... den realise... lecture was cancelled due to e learning, and needa study more cma and more cma....but aiya... kinda bored... study a couple o hr and went outside club house to stone..... simply because.... i have no key..... haha.... there was this magnum force girl there..... she looks kinda cute man! haha..... too bad......just to see @___@ =).... training was kinda sad today, a lot of people werent at the training, guys gers, both a lot never come.... isit because of test? projects..... hope can see more people the next training, cause theres only 3 school training left till exams........ then will be trg camp, intensive trg...... ooooooohhhhhh, wondering if i'm gonna get the ivp jacket..... its ok if i dunch get... but i really wish i could get 1, after all.... i've tried to be very commited to the team. But i know there are many that are as commited as i am or even more...... but i just wish i had a chance to get it.

got a test tomolo... i wish i can do better this time round... or else i'm really gonna face straight Ds this sem... which i dont want~ >_< at least let me have a B or 2... i dun bear hope to see any As this sem... i havent seen any As last sem too.... only during my 1st sem... sigh......study sucks

sigh... someone told me... "definitely there are a lot of people that likes her" yea... i know that too... i'm just 1 of the many.... thinking of this.... how many chance would i fair..... haha...... maybe... i'm just not destined to hv a gf...... my love life sucked for 18 yrs.... going to 19 soon........ haha...... sometimes i think back of the things that happened to me.................what can i do other den to laugh at it..... i'm not valentino.... i'm no all girls favourite..... but sometimes i really wish i had someone by my side that care for me, loves me and cherish me..... but this is very distant like a dream too....

haha.... today blog write very long because..... simply.... i'm bored, not much people to chat with now, all got tests to study.... only i'm still slacking... wth.... rest a bit more i gonna study too.....


"But my love is all i have to give
without you i dont think i can live
i wish i could give the world to you
but love is all i have to give.......
to you..."

today training is quite a tiring 1...... i'm so tired... but my mum wants me go out with her n my aunt... i dunch wish to go... but next friday is her bday, guess must try to make her happier a little bit... so although i'm very tired... i must go out with her now..... hope wont be out for long..............*

quite a hetic day, pass my bike pract, yea.. subject 9! hah... den went to tbp meet masa, bra,kit,kai,pat,ava and bra's gf, we went to watch underworld......

boring movie but aiya.... its quite cool maybe worth ard 60/100 bah...

den went to eat wanton noodles @____@ yummy, tiong bahru... my homeland... changed so much.... missed the times i live there.... where every1 is so friendly and kind... not like my house now, i barely know my neighbours.... =\....

den went to queenstown for pool, unwilling but aiya just go.... meet poh guan there.... played 1 round... chat a bit..... then i go play DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION...... haha guess my skills is rusty, but aint so bad, managed to pass a few maniac songs la.... but forgot how to play castatrophic dynamic rave.... kinda sad....i used to be a PROFESSIONAL IN DDR! haha

trg was rather smooth, took nafa, pull ups maintained at 13, sit up increase by 1 from 60-61., 2.4 increased abit till 1014... not very bad, quite satisfied with myself =) but theres always room for improvement!

leo is feeling kinda tired, maybe because not enough sleep la, quite unlucky today, got till bbdc stomach ache, den late for pract, during pract was kinda restless, never perform up to standard also, den the killer looks instructor say, ' ni yao zai lai'.... sian 1/2, no mood go lessons for today.... gotta rest in the noon, hope tonight training wont hv any more unlucky matters @___@

We are one - westlife

Two very different people
Too scared to get along
Till two hearts beat together
Underneath one sun
One very special moment
Can turn a destiny
And what some would say
Could never change
Has changed for you and me

Cos it's all, it's all in the way you look through your eyes
And when all is said and done
All of the fear and all of the lies are
Not hard to overcome
It's all in the way you look at it
That makes you strong
We were two
Now we are one

We are two very different people
So much to overcome
So why care for one another
When there's so much to be done

Cos sometimes it's necessary
Just look how far we've come
You could say my friend that
It's the end
Or a new tale has begun
Cos it's all, it's all in the way you look through your eyes
And when all is said and done
All of the fear and all of the lies are
Not hard to overcome
It's all in the way you look at it
That makes you strong
We were two
Now we are one


One moment in time
Is all the time we need
Just to make a difference
To make it better for you and for me
It you just believe

Cos it's all, it's all in the way you look through your eyes
And when all is said and done
All of the fear and all of the lies are
Not hard to overcome
It's all in the way you look at it
That makes you strong
We were two
Now we are one

We were two
Now we are one

i dunch know if i should happy or sad, cause i realise a harsh fact, but i'm trying to take it easy, maybe after all i was wrong from the start, its all begins with me. maybe i should heed the advices from others. oh well, leo is trying to be stronger and happier nowadays, so smile =)

leo is trying to feel a bit happier, maybe hes slowly trying to let things go, maybe hes slowly coming to his sense. Whatever will be, will be. Tony got his license liao..... damn, he started ard 2 mths later den me, and he got his license at his 1st attempt...... damnnnnnnnn i wanna go chiong my practicals too!!!!!!!! haha.... but glad he got his licenese la, although i feel a bit bu shuang, well its alright, i've get it 1 day too, den my car license, den all the license........=)

been blogging a lot recently, maybe because, i've so much i wanted to say, i cant tell my monkey friends my troubles, they'll prolly laugh at me being stupid, i cant tell the other friends tt much of my troubles too, cause i realise i might in the end irritates them only. Or maybe i'm just too afraid to hear somethings that i know they might say, and i am unwilling to hear.....

Today i passed my bike practical subject 7< my most feared subject>, i realise in a lot of things.... the harder i try to get a better result, in the end it just turn out worse..... this is particular true in many aspect for my life.... including my love life.
i realise if i just do things normally, and do within my own best.... things turns out to be so much better, last week, i followed the instructor's direction very closely and tried to make things perfect..... in the end.... i almost crash into another car and i failed the 1st time, today i did it with a very relaxed mood, everything was done smoothly and i passed it......

if i treat her like a normal friend and dont be so hard on myself.... maybe i'll feel better and less hurt... maybe she wont treat me like this now..... maybe you can say i'm oversensetive, but its been quite a while..... i realised.... she treats me better when we first knew each other........ we used to talk about a lot of things, but we hardly can maintain a conversation nowadays, she used to reply my sms, but among the sms i sent... how many did i get back a reply.....
maybe she needs time to bring her to treat me like when she 1st knew me........
i'm so regretted for the things i've done, the things i've say, the childishness of mine..........
i only wish that i could turn back time
back to the time when i first knew her at that dinner
back to the time when i first asked for her number
i only wish that she could forget everything about me, forget that i had ever existed, it'll hurts, but at least i'll start all over again
but its all just a wish, so distant and unreachable........

Wake up rather early, dispite i slept rather late last nite, my hips has recovered 77 88 , yea, i think it'll be ok tomolo =).... some how i feel rather blue this morning, sunday blues? or maybe its because i'm always so blue nowadays, i dunnoe.... just feeling blue.... like my bedroom, where my bed, curtains, carboard dusbin, wall.... everything is blue.....

been thinking, i've think too much but i cant stop thinking, not really in a negative way, but not really in a positive, just think of some people a lot and some things a lot, maybe thats why i'm blue this morning. hope my bike pract later on will be better.....
wished i can throw away this blue feeling..... =\

this afternoon was really a damn funny 1..... first got on to the train and saw this 2 lunatics, 1 was swearing away keep saying who wanna taste his fist , he is welcome to, den the other 1 was down there mumbling away.... haha..... then got 1 lady, poor thing, sat beside tt swearing lunatic.... den he scold her for no reason, saying her no manners..... then the lady walk away.... just luck madam! but kinda funny, still got some girl go argue with tt lunatic...... then the lunatic scold the girl also.... lol............

reach school, did project with my classmates

To my classmates: Sorry for thinking you guys suck in the past, so sorry that i've pass judgement that you guys suck earlier on. You guys were the one that really made me have a good laughter, seriously i never felt happier, although the jokes we shared are lame and stupid, but i enjoyed it.... haha =D, hope we'll be classmates even for future classes!!!!!!!

skipped ief tutorial today, was feeling quite tired and my hips still hurt.... but still must go school to do my freaking project.. damn.... why are there so many projects, bull shit.

Maybe i should try to be a little bit happier, cause i realise i've got a lot of friends that care. Shes not exactly ignoring me anymore, even if i'm back to square one..... at least shes not ignoring anymore. So i should try to appreciate life a little bit more. Just came across a website celest forward me, about love, very true and very real.

In your life, you will meet 4 people
1- yourself
2- Someone you love
3- Someone that love you
4- Someone you can spend your life with

sadly.... the last 3 people usually aint the same person.

The one you love, usually dont loves you
The one that love you, usually aint the one you love
The one that you spend your life with usually is just someone happened to be at the right place at the right time.

Love does not mean possess, if you really love someone, letting go when she dont loves you is the right thing to do, do not obstruct the freedom of hers in search of someone she really love.


Looking at the webby, i felt angry at life...... why must god instill this emotion called as love to us human being, and let there be so much sufferings, hurtings and pains. Yea theres happy endings, but how many happy endings are there compared with those that got so hurt in love? i donch know if my faith in love will be as strong as before, i used to feel that love is a wonderful thing dispite it being so hurting.... but i can feel i'm slowly losing faith in love... let it be, let it be....

when one is unlucky, all the shits comes to him. lost my shoe last week... said the wrong words yesterday, had a bad fall today...my hip hurts.. hurts so much that i really felt like crying.... i used to think that i'm an optimistic guy... but no.... i realise i'm just an ordinary person, thats full of worries and doubts.....

it rained whole day today... as if as the sky is feeling how i feel... crying tears for me..... i really felt like drenching myself in the rain, to wash away all my sorrow. i wish that we can talk again.... but i dunch know when that will be..... if time can turn back.... i wont say those things... at least..... we still talk..... i dun want to make us both uneasy...... i dun dare to face her.... till shes talking with me again....things thats meant to be will be...... i guess this is destined in my life.

although i know that i'm unhappy now.... but i always tell others..... tt we are much more fortunate compared to those dying of hunger in India.... if shit happens to us.... what are they considered.... we should be happy....... but somehow...... i cant
i do smile when my teammates and buddies trys to fool around..... but the smile were short..... i dun smile as often as i do.... i lost my cheery self..... i feel that my heart is dead now..... i feel so dead.... my feelings are going numb too....... maybe because of what instilled in my life.... isnt exactly tt happy for me..... but i'm glad for all the friends and my parents tts there for me for all the time..... i'll cherish my life........but...........

i am just someone thats lost between the boundary of happiness and laughter now....

Richard Marx- Right here waiting

Oceans apart, dae after dae and i slow go insane
i hear your voice, on the line, but it doesnt stops the pain
if i see you next to never, how can we see forever.......
wherever u go, watever u do
i will be rite here waitiing for u
whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
i will be rite here waiting for u

i took for granted all the time, that i thought would last somehow
i hear the laughter i taste the tears, but i cant get near u now
oh cant u see it baby, u've got me going crazy
wherever u go, watever u do
i will be right here waiting for u
whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for u
i wonder how we can survive ... this romance


but in the end if i'm with you...... i'll take the chance


oh can you see it baby, you've got me goin crazy,
wherever u go, whatever u do
i will be right here waiting for u
whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you.......
waiting for you. .......

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm leo is nv gonna give up in whatever he do, leo will try to be strong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another Level - From The Heart

I know you've heard these words
A hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so
Your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart
And brought you lies

Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong
And all for you
You can trust this love
Honest that's the honest truth

From my heart
I'm giving you everything(everything)
From my heart
I promise you that I'll be there(I'll be there to love you)
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel(all I feel is..)
From my heart
From my heart

I will protect you
And respect you
And be all you need
And when you reach for love
You only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down

They're staying around
I'll help you through every storm
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for

From my heart
I'm giving you everything(everything)
From my heart
I promise you that I'll be there(I'll be there to love you)
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel(all I feel is..)
From my heart
From my heart

I'll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I'll never make you cry
Giving all I got with..all I've got is...

From my heart
I'm giving you everything(everything)
From my heart
I promise you that I'll be there(I'll be there to love you)
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel(all I feel is..)
From my heart
From my heart

You're not Prince Charming but girls would love to
be your girlfriend after you become friends
with them first.


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Awwww, your just like a puppy in the window of the
animal stores! everyone wants one of u, only
one can have you, and that one who does get you
is a lucky person.


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leo is unsure of what hes feeling but dunnoe what to say, but wishes to update his blog.... so just type a bit of rubbish..... yea i'm pretty tired still alive and kicking, oh ya i grew a moustach.... hah... i wanna look man!

I Love You So Much
(Park Yong-ha)

Darkness fills the skies, reminds me of your eyes
Beautiful and pure, you were my future
I'm fighting back my tears, wishing you're here
I've fallen without my love i know
Every star i see at night reflects our love
It's infinite but we took time and counted every one

I'm still in love with you, this pain is cutting through
I feel it in my heart, it hurts so deep to be apart
I'm still in love with you,girl, if you only knew
I'll do anything to make you appear in my dreams
I love you so much

Destiny, she cried when we said our last goodbye
How could i be so weak letting go so easily?
My strength is nearly gone, how will i keep going on?
Without you, i'm a ship without my sail
You're the wind, the moon, the sunlight and the rain
You are everything a man could want
I want you back again

I'm still in love with you, this pain is cutting through
I feel it in my heart, it hurts so deep to be apart
I'm still in love with you,girl, if you only knew
I'll do anything to make you appear in my dreams

Lying here imagine me kissing you all over
Then you disappear i reach out for one last touch
Cause i need you so much

I'm still in love with you, this pain is cutting through
I feel it in my heart, it hurts so deep to be apart
I'm still in love with you,girl, if you only knew
I'll do anything to make you appear in my dreams
I love you so much

leo is damn blur la............ i actually left my shoe on the stupid bus..... damn, need to buy new shoe new shoebag , waste marney......... sian i really dun wish this to happen............. damn!

leo is feeling negative now.... ya i know i've been keep telling people to think positively..... but leo just cant help to think negatively...... theres a fear, theres some worries thats slipping into my mind.... but i dun wish to feel this way.. i just hope i can spend my life happily. Leo really wish to hv a happy ending in his love life.... but somehow hes got a negative hunch.....but what else can he do..... nothing! so i know i'm gonna try very hard to make myself think positively and live my life happier

db had a mooncake festival celebration~ hah quite fun, ate so much moon cakes..... bleah sick -_-. i am so regretful........................i regret i bought pro complex vanilla flavour..... cause it really suck so much i had to eat a sweet after drinking it .. argg

The furthest distance is when your so near but your heart is so far away....... i've came across this sentence upteen times... and i thought it wasnt true. but somehow i am slowly understanding how the feeling is like..... the distant feeling that arise when you look at the one your fond of...... it isnt a gd feeling..... its a sad and lonely feeling..... but how could this feeling stop? i only wish that i could reach her heart one day....

Yesterday leo been zouk.... heh.... ok la quite fun but could be better cause we only got 4 people, if more people should be great yea? heh.... dance till leg gonna break~ haha.. dint got to drink the drink i wanna drink too.. drank some stupid pineapple juice my friend ordered =.=

Life is full of ups and downs... do not because of something bad that happened once and affect your life. Let it be an experience, something that can make you stronger! I know that when your down and low, you'll feel like that theres no one that cares about you. but thats not the case, your parents do, your friends do, even if they scold you, they just aint expressing their concern in the correct way. Even if you think that everyone in the world is turning against you, i'll stay by urside =)

today is quite tiring... had training.... 6 sets of 1000 and some starts..... then in small boat somemore.. row until my fingers got blister and so tired... haha but its my passion =D. Dunnoe why.....after litsening to chu ci zhi wai..... i keep thinking.......y i didnt get to know her earlier.... y.....budden again..... if i really did know her earlier.......would it really make any difference...... at least the leo she know now... is the one that had grown up.... not the 1... bounded by jealousy and childishness and unreasonablity....

today leo had a boring day just go bike pract, stone at home, dine at clementi, stone at home again.... stonage -___- .... download a couple o song.... liked van fan yi cheng's chu ci zhi wai a lot..... and i think it best describe how i feel now... i wanna dedicate this song to her....

Chu ci zhi way- Van fan yi cheng
Say good night, wa an (good night)
xie xie ni pei wo yi zheng ge ye wan (thanks for accompanying me thru the nite)
close your eyes, be quiet
wo ming bai ni you zhi ji de bu an(i understand that theres uncertainties in you)
hen duo lai bu ji, wo bu cheng kan jian ( theres a lot of things that i've not seen)
wo ji yu jian ni de xian zai(i've only met you now)
bu guan ni jie shou huo li kai (no matter you accept or u gonna leave me)
i hope to stay for a while
chu ci zhi wai (other then this)
yao ni ming bai (i want you to understand)
ni de xiao wo zhen shi xi huan kan ( i really love to see you smile)
yu shi wo yi ci you yi ci deng dai ( thats why i'm waiting for you again and again)
qi shi dou hai suan yu kuai ( but actually its quite a blessing)
chu ci zhi wai ( other then this)
fei chang yi han ( its such a pity)
ni de xin wo hai shi da bu kai ( i cant open up your heart)
and if u need somebody
wo que ding wo hui zai ( i am sure that i'm around)
bu hui zhou kai (wont ever leave you)

So good bye, wan an (good nite)
she bu de kan ni jue de bu zhi zai ( cant bear to see you feel uneasy)
its alright, i'm fine
kan qi lai, zhe gu shi hui xie bu wan (it seems that the story never ends)
hen duo cha yi dian ni mei you fa xian ( theres many things that you never discover about me)
ni ji shi ren shi wo de xian zai ( you only know me from now)
bu guan ni liu xia huo zhou kai ( no matter if you'll stay or leave)
I'm gonna stay for a while
chu ci zhi wai (other then this)
yao ni ming bai (i want you to understand)
ni de xiao wo zhen shi xi huan kan ( i really love to see you smile)
yu shi wo yi ci you yi ci deng dai ( thats why i'm waiting for you again and again)
qi shi dou hai suan yu kuai ( but actually its quite a blessing)
chu ci zhi wai ( other then this)
fei chang yi han ( its such a pity)
ni de xin wo hai shi da bu kai ( i cant open up your heart)
and if u need somebody
wo que ding wo hui zai ( i am sure that i'm around)
chu ci zhi wai (other then this)
wo hai zai deng dai ( i'm still waiting)
ni de xin (for your heart)
jiang wei wo chang kai ( will open up for me)
but if you need somebody
ni zhi dao wo hui zai ( you know that i'll be here)
bu hui zhou kai, bu hui zhou kai........... ( never ever leave..... never ever leave...)

You come from the Night Sky. You're drawn to the
stars and planets, and it's no wonder why, you
came from them.


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This quizzla thing is so cool.. ya..... quite true also... ha.... i really wish i am a protector.... to protect my love ones... my family... my friends... you.... I wish that 1 day i'll be the one protecting your smile from fading away.... wiping away your tears.

Protector


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You are Love.

You love life, you love all those around you and
the world that you live in. You are happiest
when you are doing something for someone else
or for the common good of mankind.


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"I.... even if you lose all your memories, even if we become seperated....if we meet again....we'll just do it all over again...no matter how many times, no matther how many years it takes." leo... watched a very touching anime movie today..... a very beautiful story. About the love of a goddess and a mortal.... makes me really very touched. I wish i could love and be loved in the way in the movie..... no matter what.. i will always be by your side protecting your smile. Even if the enemies are god... i'll protect you. Leo feels so much love all of a sudden....

Anywhere for you - backstreetboys

I'd go anywhere for you
Anywhere you asked me to
I'd do anything for you
Anything you want me to

I'd walk halfway around the world
For just one kiss from you
Far beyond the call of love
The sun, the stars, the moon
As long as your love's there to lead me
I won't lose my way, believe me
Even trough the darkest night you know

I'd go anywhere for you
Anywhere you asked me to
I'd do anything for you
Anything you want me to
Your love as far as I can see
Is all I'm ever gonna need
There's one thing for sure
I know it's true(I know it's true)
Baby, I'd go anywhere for you

I used to think that dreams were just
For sentimental fools
And I'd never find someone
Who'd give their love so true
But I knew the very minute
Couldn't live my life without you in it
And now I want the whole wide world
To know

I'd go anywhere for you (Anywhere)
Anywhere you asked me to (I'd do anything)
I'd do anything for you (Whatever you want me to)
Anything you want me to (Oh, yeah, oh baby, yeah)
Your love as far as I can see
Is all I'm ever gonna need

There's one thing for sure I know is true
Baby, I'd go anywhere for you
For you

Give Me Your Heart - Backstreet boys

Can I have a talk with you
Let me walk you home from school
I've got something that's on my mind
And I don't know just what to do
See girl I've been watching you
And I think I'm a little sprung
Can't seem to get my mind off you
I'm thinking about you
I think that you're the one

So won't you just listen to me
There's so much I wanna say
Girl I've got this love for you
You can have it your way
Everyday I will treat you right
I will never lie
Girl I promise to you
That I won't make you cry
Do this thing for me
And tell me you're
Feeling the way that I do


Girl give me your love
I'll give you my heart
Let's put them together
See what we can start
I wanna be with you
You wanna be with me
I wanna be with you
Give me your love
I'll give you my heart
Let's put them together
See what we can start
I wanna be with you
You wanna be with me
I wanna be with you

All those people they talk about
It's only a baby love
They say our feelings could not be
Real we know their real yeah
I just don't know what to do
Cuz gril I'm so crazy 'bout you
And I know it's not wrong
Because I wanna be
Everything that you need

I'm gonna walk you home from school
I wanna help you with you homework, homework
And when you need a kiss or two
I'll be the one
I wanna be the one
Girl, if you say yes to me
I'll promise that I will not
I'll never leave
I'll be right by your side
My love for you
I'll give you my heart


Girl I wanna be everything
That you need
Cuz I aim to please
And it's like that
And that's the way it is
My heart's on the line
Girl please don't say good-bye
Give me your love

quite boring today... studied abit la... but think will really concentrade tml evening and b4 da tests la. haiz... so many tests..... sian/stress -_-"....girl.... i think i'm really rather fond of u.... i know its crazy but its true.... hah... maybe u wun believe it... but time will tell =). OH YA found bsb.... damn old song..... i give u my heart.............. download it people! and it goes, " girl give me your love, i'll give you my heart, lets put them together see what we start, i wanna be with you~"

so lazy to update my blog.... cause nthing much to say abt me these few days... just study study.... train train.... go out a bit.... sian sian..' wo yao yi bu yi bu yi bu, yi bu bu zou dao ni shen bian, wo yao yi tian yi tian yi tian, yi tian yi tian ai ni duo yi dian bu guan ni shi xiao de, gu de, pa de, huan de, luan de zou dao ni shen bian...... bu zai hu wei ni gai bian wo~

today went sentosa... not much nice mei meis over there, oh well, no mei meis look particularly nice to me nowadays anyway =X hah.... had a great tanned.. now chao ta liao...^___^ budden not much people went, if only all go... will be much more shiok....=\

sian man damn lazy to update my blog, so yest nv update.. better do some updating before i set for sentosa... haha shit man got sunburn frm yest training, still going sentosa....die die... chao ta leo =\... yest was quite ordinary la, just training, then outram park market eat.. boring shit.... nvm i now going sentosa look at mei meis! mei meis.... WAIT FOR ME! haha

today damn song... dunnoe why... but really damn song.... haha.... felt very glad.. cause on my way out of canteen 1, cherry called me... she was like 'leo! sunday must go ah. everyone is asking abt u going a not.'... hee so glad they still rem me => i rem those days during orientation.... had lotsa fun.... wish i can be involved nxt yr too but too bad my attachment is shedule next yr june =\. OH well.....den heard a lot of gross stories frm my classmate..... eat sashimi worms eat ur brian -_- etc etc.... i almost vomitted... urahhhh...den go to da gym, actually just wanna do a light 1 for a bit.... on come chengguang kevin.. ask me go run.. we ran 2.4 quite fast den pull ups and go for antoher campus run den gym.... i almost died! ~_~. but i can feel i getting fitter! tatata =D den weiqiang gave me a lift home on his phantom...vroom vroom... shiok ah how i wish i got my license now, den i can vroom vroom too =D

today is jus another boring day..... long training, went for long distance running.... ok la sunset bay only.... but half naked again.... ma lu sia..... bus stop so many people bio..... shyyy haha feel so tired.... dunnoe tml wanna go gym a not =\

Today... quite restless... woke up felt very tired and skipped my morning tutorials.... haha bad me =X. Go to sch settle some proj stuff den go for hrm tutorial... haha so much laughter in class..... my favourite tutorial ^__^..... teacher wanna hear a joke frm me... told her a rather lame 1..... den the girls realise i thought of the joke myself...... and asked if i'm very lonely.... to think of such a joke...... think abt it... maybe i am..........=\... oh well... on da way back heard 2 guys keep talking how many gfs they hv how they ditched em..... BASTARDS...... why would girls fall for such a guy...... so skinny.... just look better a bit.... looks can eat meh..... stupid gers... oh haiz.... well so restless..... should i tell her how i feel....

TOday very tiring ah, but very shiok la, endurance training during dragonboat training..... 80 repts..... woot i feel so proud of myself..............^_^ but today was rather plain..... nthing much happen..... and ya...... no new chio bus came into my life..... just another same boring day..... oh ya..... met some crescent girl of moi friend... think her name was joanne.... i hope i am rite ya... hah =D

Today is jus another boring day for me, stupid lectures! monday 6 hrs lect.. gan sian..... hah........... but during lect got this couple 'ni nong wo nong'... wtf... got bf/gf liao bu qi............. i'll get 1 sooner or later 2 !..... haha =X....... oh ya.... hitch a free ride frm linda's taxi b4 tt went to da gym.........gogogoogo a brand new leo will be presented to u within 6 mths time! hee i shall become the hulk!