Kope a grp pic from Joanna's blog for yesterday KTV session, I know I looked unglam but thats the only group shot she has (damn).



For those that missed it, we'll have it again pretty soon! (I suppose) And try to make it so we can book the whole Crystabella to ourselves!

Some X-Over, Bra Pat's Bday celebration Pics I got from Brian's Friendster.

He merged the photos until its so small...

It was a very hetic yet fruitful day for me.

I swam 30 laps @ jurong west sports complex. Bought some fishball to eat from 7-11, its not nice, not fully cooked and expensive!

Joined Eric and TJ for shopping in the noon, bought myself a Levis Jeans and 2 topmen top that I thought I can go along with my new adidas jacket. The top looked nice on its own, but after reaching home I tried it with my jacket... it looks kind of weird, crew neck t-shirt goes along with the jacket better...thinking whether to get a crew neck tee a not.

Went for the ktv session with the council peep, had around 17 people, we sang for 5 hrs + and we settled for 'zhi cha' beside the ktv for dinner at 12+. Cab home with Ryan, crap I've spent around $200 today. Guess I need to be more careful with my spenting for the rest of the month.

So much for thinking of getting more crew neck tees.

I think I'm falling in love with David Archuleta.

I think David Cook looks so much better with the full grown beard compared to his little goatee.

I'm feeling pretty gay hahaha.

It all began on that fateful day, a young lady that passes me by, caught my attention, i was thinking, "ah just another pretty face".

Days past, I see her again, my friends push for me to go and know her, I'm never good with girls...so eventually I just let it go.

But eventually I got to know her and realised I was very attracted to her. I tried to do little little stuffs in hope of getting her attention

Projects, tests kept her busy, kept me busy too and we never really talked.

Study period comes, I thought I could cool down and I know I need to study hard to do well for the exams. I mugged day and night, only with images of her flashing cross my mind constantly. During this time, my only comfort is when I talked to my confidents, Eric, Rod and Steve. Eric kept asking me to try to forget about her as she had indicated clearly we're good as friends.

I had the thought that we might hv the opportunity to communicate after the exams. And that thought kept my spirits up during the exam period.

Holidays sets in... she didnt stay long for the event I thought she would. I didnt even had the chance to talk to her.

I tried to ask her to join me and some friends for 3 outings... and she couldnt make it for all 3. I tried to organise a dinner or something on a date shes free, but seems like she had a reason not to make it too.

I hope its all coincidence, but if its really coincidence, I guess we're not fated to know each other any better anytime soon and its very very.... disheartening to me.

If its not coincidence, it really makes me wonder, am i really that lousy of a guy that you wouldnt accept my invitation to go out in a grp? /Shrugs.

Or maybe like what Lisa said, I haven't been trying hard enough. I dun really know what else I can do. In fear that she'll get '反感' of me if I tried too hard.

Or maybe like what Robbin said, I should keep on trying.

Or maybe like what Eric said, just stop trying and maybe someone else will come into my life.

Whatever will be will be? I dunnoe what else I can do den to keep on trying and waiting. Only hope that my simple wish of getting to know her more can come true.

Hooked on to the 2 Davids on AI with their Mariah Carey Renditions.

David Archuleta - When You Believe


David Cook - Always Be My Baby

I've been trying to write a song specially for someone, no 1 else will get to hear it other den her. I hv a few prior version, trying to improvise/edit it to make it better to be presentable, one of my best piece (although i write amateurish songs, its gonna be the best among all the songs i wrote).

Its a song that express my desire to want to know her more as a friend.

Its a song that let her know I am really sincere about just wantin to know her more but i never really had a chance to.

I hope she'll like it.

I hope she can feel it.

But I dunnoe when to let her hear it. Maybe it'll be a song that will never get across.

But if I do let her hear the song, I'm so scare of the reaction i'll get cause its always just me that has something for her. I'm nothing more den a very normal friend to her. And i understand it takes 2 hands to clap and 1 hand you'll be only grabbing air.

The best song that will never be heard.

Mission:Singapore- FingerGun Fight

Raise your Finger and yell BANG!
Ever wish your in a game world? now your in one!!

Invite your friends / family to Finger Gun Fight this coming 31 may!!

Time and Place Date: Saturday, May 31, 2008
Time: 3:45pm - 6:00pm
Location: Location to be revealed on the 28 of may
City/Town: Singapore, Singapore

Its been 3 very tiring yet fun filled working experience @ addidas warehouse sale.

Hope to have more adidas expo sale to work in future holidays, so much laughter and good experience looking @ people and working with good people.

Looking forward to IT show, meet new people again and earn some extra $$... its better den my insurance job, still thinking wonder to quit a not. I think I'm not cut out to do sales job. Yes financial planning, but at the end of the day, I'm selling insurance/investment plans that may seem lousy to some yet fantastic to others.

And Its hard for me to do cold call and you'll get some ugly faces when you talk about insurance to people.

Heard the song, "I can love you like that" on class 95.fm. Great song and quite hooked to it.

After the job, Rod, Eric, Steve and I went to the food faire, bought a lot of junk food and we ate at burger king (Junk food day!). The best is the taiwan honey chicken cutlet and the meatball. The Phat Thai sucks, damn horrible, its like throwing money into the drain so don't bother eating it if your there.

Time for a good rest, time to exercise tomorrow, maybe swimming/jogging/gym? No idea.

they read you cinderella
you hoped it would come true
that one day your prince charming would come rescue you
you like romantic movies
and you never will forget
the way it felt when romeo kissed juliette
and all this time that you've been waiting
you don't have to wait no more
i can love you like that
i would make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart
be all that you need
show you you're everything that's precious to me
if you give me a chance, i can love you like that

i never make a promise
i don't intend to keep
so when i say forever
forever's what i mean
i'm no casanova
but i swear this much is true,
i'll be holding nothing back
when it comes to you
you dream of love that's everlasting
well baby open up your eyes...

i can love you like that
i would make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart
be all that you need
show you you're everything that's precious to me
if you give me a chance, i can love you like that

if you want tenderness
i've got tenderness
and i see through to the heart of you
if you want a man
who will understand
you don't have to look very far

i can love you, girl i can (i can love you love you)
oh baby oh...
i can love you like that
i would make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart
be all that you need
show you you're everything that's precious to me
i can love you like that
i can make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart
my heart my heart my world
show you you're everything (you're everything to me)
love you like that
i can make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
i would give you my heart
my heart my heart my world
show you you're everything...

It has been an awefully tired 2 days since the start of the adidas sale.

Its the last day tomorrow, can say I hv mix feelings about it ending. I actually quite enjoyed working sales of clothes compared to insurance haha....

I was placed in charge of the kids apparel, so I'm quite pro with Kids clothing now ok! haha

My incharge is this nice lady name Cindy, we worked well together and she offered a lot of guidence.

Also met a lot of friends' friend etc etc etc.

It is a very fun experience with the opportunity to earn some extra bucks. But I also bought a jacket and a washkit, spent 70+... argg My 9 years old Jeans had also break down (Finally), need to get a new jeans and some plain tops to go with my jacket during this time of GSS... earn 300+ spend around 100+ to 200 on clothes... damn. haha

David Cook won the American Idol, its my first time hearing him singing "always be my baby" on the radio telecast, got quite hooked onto it. I say he doesnt have a 'Wow voice" but he definitely sounds mesmerising, think many girls have fallen head over toes for his sexy manly voice. hah

"You'll always be a part of me, I'm part of you indefinitely, girl dunch you know you cant escape me, ooh darling cause you always be my baby."

Today is the first day of my Short Term Assignment working for Adidas Sale @ Expo.

The overall planning was not very good, most people are unsure of what they are doing and things are quite draggy initally and too shiong later as every 1 are slogging their 100% out to pack the things for the sale itself.

3 more days and the assignment is done and I'm alrdy thinking of getting a Jacket that is 69 bucks! (After sale still so expensive, damn)

Had a chat with Robbin last night, he encouraged me to stay strong... I guess in life, you have to meet with several obstacles, and maybe its just all tests by the supreme being up there for me. Am I ready to give up trying to know her better? I'll follow my heart, and my heart is not willing to stop unless i know that shes in love with a good man, if that happens den I'll just have to suck it up and try to get over it...

Lets hope the supreme being will be more kind towards me =)

Whatever will be will be?

Let go and if it becomes yours one day, its meant to be?

Rick Price - Heaven knows "if she returns in kind, I know shes mine"

Maybe I should give up trying and if its meant to be, will be.

Argg, fuck i hate being an aquarius

It was a long day yesterday. I trimmed and dyed my hair at my aunt's salon, afterwhich, went down to Novena to have chicken rice with the council people. Some of them don't seem to like it, but the roast chicken has been my favourite roast chicken ever since I first tried it.

After the lunch, we hanged around velocity and of course we head down to the highly anticipated Annual General Meeting for SIM-RMIT student council.

Had some changes, my new bosses are Derek and Matthew and little boss is Siying. I believe they will do a good job in making events department a better place to be in and bring better events to the students!

We had dinner at Al-Ameen after the AGM before that we had a mini Bday celebration for Xueling. If only more people can make it for the dinner, it'll be much better.

I've been feeling quite down these 2 weeks although I'm trying my best to keep my spirits up. Its very dissapointing as it seems like i dun/wun really have the chance to talk to her. I've been asking myself what can I do...I wan to call her but its gonna be weird? Sms her? But I'm afraid sms her too much she'll get irritated... I guess I can only 等待奇迹. And I wonder when will that be...

Lynn said my song no 高潮.

I dunnoe how to have any 高潮, i write song as a form of self expression, a song is written to carry out a message, to convey a message, to express the feelings of oneself. Its a form of Art, its much more den just to sound nice and appeal to everyone, as long as a song is written whole heartedly, it will be a good song. =)

Today is super uber tiring, my dear cousin, Jenny Lim is getting married soon and today the bridegroom is suppose to bring over some Bridal gifts. As my aunt is not around, my Mum serve as the person to help liase with the traditional stuffs and naturally, I tagged along to help out whatever I can.

Afterwhich, went to her new house which is 5 mins drive from my place (around 20 mins walk). Was so tired, when I got home, Ryan and Robbin was messaging me on MSN within 5 mins I say, I cannot I need to sleep and I just logged and sleeped till around 4pm. Ryan suggested gym at Jurong West Sports Complex.

Although the sports complex is 5-10 mins walk from my place I havent been there, unlike Ryan who stays at Chua Chu Kang, he knows the place better den I do...haha
I must say the gym is OMG and the Swimming Pool is like some mini wild wild wet la. The gym is really like those pro gym, damn big with lots and lots of machines.





After which, we went to the nearby coffeeshop and grab a quick bite and chat a bit before heading back home to rest.

Wonder what to do tml, maybe swim? Need to lose those fats!

I have tried yet another attempt to write a song, here are the lyrics, i'll try to record it with my lousy mic and post it on imeem sometime

傻，傻傻的等待着那不可能的事
云，它叫我不要哭泣，就算多么的累
疯，疯狂的期待着你说你的故事
雨，它叫我不要放弃，就算再多的泪
尽管如此我还是会感觉到疲惫
等待奇迹的那一天你会了解我
对你的情意是如何，你也会掉泪
等待奇迹的那一天我不怕疲惫
只要你能感应到我，对你的真心
疯，疯狂的期待着那完美的结局
雨，它叫我不要放弃，就算再多的泪、
尽管如此我还是会感觉到疲惫
等待奇迹的那一天你会了解我
对你的情意是如何，你也会掉泪
等待奇迹的那一天我不怕疲惫
只要你能感应到我，对你的真心

Sometimes I really wonder,

Is it because of my belly?

Is it because of my Face?

Is it because of my everchanging mood/character?

Is it because of I am poor?

Is it because of I am stingy/thrifty?

Is it because of my thinning hair?

Is it because of the pimples scars I have?

I dunnoe anything anymore. I am beginning to think I am a really lousy guy. Maybe I should be contented with my days spent hanging around with my friends, playing computer games, reading comic/books/text, working, projects, studies, I am still so much better off than those who are fighting for survival, struggling to stay alive (Africans, Alfghanistan, Myanmar etc), I should be happy with what I have and what I got. I thank God (I'm not a christian or anything, but I believe theres someone up there eventually) for making me having a simple happy life. But somehow I always felt something missing, not whole. Hah

Just a random thought, not emo, so don't worry about me, haha =), maybe just too tired and start crapping.

Exam is Finally over!!!!

After the exam, I did so many things that I am practically shagged out now. I watched Iron Man immediately after the exam with a quick lunch from Kim Gary Hong Kong Cafe, with Budi, Steve and Jamie.

After which the 4 of us went to Chinatown to meet Junxiang and Dan for a KTV session at Crystabelle, Jamie and Junxiang both sing pretty well.

The day after, headed down to the council Chalet, there was so many games and crazy things going on, and I had to sleep on cold hard floor for 2 days argg, backaches.

The most happening thing will be what they did to weijie and aubrey (*Top Secret). hahaha, think I'll never forget it.

After the chalet, happening some of them went to wild wild wet and happening me, jinhao, ryan, shaun, elvin, jerlene and jiying went to watch Chocolate. (2 movies within 4 days lol) it was a not too bad show but of course Iron man is the much better show.

Time for some rest, and get ready to do my freelance financial planning work and i have some short assignments (addidas work @ expo from 22th-25th). Cousin's wedding, Gym, Running, Video Gaming, Catch up with some friends, attend training offered by great eastern life. So many things to do, if only holidays were long.... erm wait I dun wanna spend too long to grad too haha.

The coolest guy on Earth.

Aquarius: A Day In The Life

There was a thread on sgclub.com about age gap between couples. Theres this guy who likes a girl 6 years younger then he is.

Someone mentioned replied " I know of a guy stead with a female whom is 12yrs old. Nth wrong with these sort of things, at all"

I was like what the hell!? PRIMARY 6 PSLE lay... want to 骗小妹妹 also not like that right. My reply was

"No wrong, but not commonly seen, and its quite weird isnt it if?

Friend : So what does your girlfriend do?
You : Schooling
Friend : Oh, JC or Poly?
You : Neither
Friend : ITE?
You : No
Friend : Er your secondary school junior?
You : No, shes doing her PSLE this year
Friend : .................................................. .................................................. ......"

Hahahahaha